merry christmas, slaves.

I wish you didn't have that one thing I need.

2012-01-29T22:40:00.002+08:00

How was your Sunday? Mine was splendid except for the fact that I got seasick for a while on the ship. "Raja Laut" as they call themselves is a really sweet and relaxing ship. Very convenient too and the people on it are just great. Went snorkeling but was quite dissatisfied at what I didn't get to see :( I was throwing my own pity party when I've come to a realization that I didn't bring any bread to feed the fish as that would always "create a crowd" or shall I say, a school of fish? Too bad. Though, I gotta say that the waters was really clear. Probably next time eh, Ash?
I shot a video, just for fun with my cousin Imo when we arrived on the Island. We were so intrigued by the little crabs we saw and how fascinating it was to touch them. Yes, we're just two young people with nothing better to do but to play with little creatures and take a video of it. So, you guys shall watch that later? I hope so. Since "School" is starting tomorrow, I might as well hit the sack. Early? Yes. I gotta get use to it or I shall never enjoy the early morning breeze ever again.
I love you, but you already knew that.
So, what are you gonna do about it?

Out of sight.

2012-01-29T00:18:00.003+08:00

Be careful of what you say or hear. Words are the easiest way to bring someone down.

Can't get it off my mind.

2012-01-29T00:00:00.002+08:00

Society kills. It really does. So anyways, what have you been up to? My life is in need of a big change. I'm totally confused about a whole load of shit. How can a simple thing turn into such a sticky situation? I wish it was candy stains off my fingers, so it'll be easy to just lick em off but no. Sticky situations such as these needs special treatment. How do I solve em? Should I use my head or my heart? My my, the last time I used my heart, I got torn apart, just like paper being shred. How sad, there goes little me crying and trying to pull everything together by myself. you have got to give me little credit for being strong about it. Or was I? Is it possible to be addicted to a certain kind of sadness? I have a feeling I know the answer to that oblivious question. Since.. Well, I am.
Good night. x

That time of the month.

2012-01-27T14:16:00.002+08:00

I can't believe I've been wasting nearly all my mornings sleeping and just laying around like there's no purpose in life. Wait, I have no life. Ugh. Anyways, been waking up at noon most of the time and I feel like I've wasted a lot. Not only time but a whole load of things. Before you know it, it'll be night time. Sigh. All these precious days wasted. Also, I've been pretty sick these past few days. Yeah, I know. Feeling unwell during CNY is bad. To top it off, I feel like I'm having my worst period attack ever. It hurts to the core, I can't even stand straight. Sigh. I know this is a blog and I'm complaining a lot thus the more reason to rant rather than to have someone not give a shit bout all the things that I've just typed. So, bear with me. I'm in crucial pain and here I am blogging about it thinking it would help the situation but nope, I'm still in pain and wanting to lie down when I just got up about an hour ago.
So, what's my dilemma now? Oh God. There are just too much things going through my mind right now. I was hoping things would get better, which they slightly did at some points but future wise, nope. Not getting any better. The feeling of not knowing what to do and being unsure all the time has sure put me into this rough patch. I'm seriously doomed.
Help?
Or you can just get me pizza. Whichever.

Baby, I roll up.

2012-01-22T16:58:00.002+08:00

That's all I gotta say for today's update. They're totally cool. Here's one of my fav vids from them.

Enjoy!

If only.

2012-01-20T19:32:00.002+08:00

Has it ever occurred to you that the words "If only" and "Only if" has two different meanings? I mean I'm not trying to be a master of words and vocabulary here but it's just a thought. So, what's new? Well, I gotta say, yesterday could be one of the most exciting days for me. I did a photo shoot with my friends Ena and Vadee but I won't be spilling out any further details just yet. Let's just say, it was fun and a I learned a lot. You could say that I had a good experience. No doubt that there were totally ups and downs this week but I'm still here, still breathing and living and I've come to a realization that, that's all that matters. Like my dad said, there will always be obstacles in life but that's what makes it interesting and at the same time makes us stronger. Yes, wise words indeed. I kinda hate the fact that I'm shallow minded. Well not entirely, just in my case, like individually and also hate the fact that I worry too much. I mean come on, I'm turning 19 in less than two months! Parents just gotta give me some space and freedom right? It's not like I'll be 19 forever. Which is ironic, I thought about the same thing when I was 17 but at that moment, I wish it would last forever. 2010 was such a good year and I know reminiscing about it won't change the fact that I'm here now, in front of my laptop in the present and feeling utterly useless since I've not been doing anything productive lately. Like today, all I did was lie in bed and watch a whole load of episodes of Pretty Little Liars. Although I'm saving those two recent episodes of The Vampire Diaries for later. So yeah, you can say that I'm a lazy ass who is amazingly broke and who is boyfriend-less. Boohoo. Still, 2012 has just begun and I've got a feeling that major things will happen. So keep your fingers crossed cause you'll never know.
x

Why is it falling apart?

2012-01-15T15:52:00.002+08:00

Hey you. Having a good Sunday so far? So far.. Mine ain't productive at all. Been on the laptop for quite a while now. Here I am blogging my boredom away. It's such a sad life. For me, that is. So apparently classes starts tomorrow and I've still not get my schedule and books yet so I have no idea on what to bring. Yes, you can totally say that I'm not prepared. Cheers for a good week ahead. Sigh I wish things would get better.
I thought it was a good way to start off my 2012 by disciplining myself for going to the gym daily and just being healthy but alas laziness still has the power to take over me and it has been 5 days since I've last went to the gym. Way to go for determination!
Been visiting 9gag lately and it sure has help me to look at things slightly differently. I sometimes wonder though, how could someone create such creative dialogues and arts. It sure boggles the mind of an ordinary person like me!
Okay, not to be such a devious ungrateful child but today's weather is making me really angry for no reason. It just pisses me off with its hot rays of sunlight and its highly heated energy that constantly revolves around me. Please tell me I'm not the only one. Arghhh. I'm so lazy to leave this room or even this house! I wish I could just hibernate and be lost somewhere. Somewhere far from the familiar world.
Till then.

Bad The Cab.

2012-01-10T23:57:00.003+08:00

Hello. Wow, I just gotta say that January has been treating me fairly lately. I've been keeping myself busy by going to the gym to work out and join classes. It's been hectic and fun at the same time :) but there's just something missing. Like, there's no excitement. I hope that changes soon.
So, 2012. I hope all these commotion bout the world ending this year stops cause it's making me feel uncomfortable. I mean, come on. We're young and I would live longer than 19 please. So yeah, stop freaking people out with your "doomsday" opinions cause seriously, I wish I could have the powers to free your mind then make it positive.
I'm kinda not excited with classes starting next week. I wish holidays would never end. I bet you feel the same way too. Oh! While i was having my finals before Christmas break last year, I was not hoping too much on good results since I studied last minute but lucky me, I got 4 distinctions and a credit. Not bad at all. I'm quite happy with my results although i knew i could turn that credit into a D if I tried harder. Oh well, wouldn't wanna cry over spilled milk.
To be honest, ever since I started using tumblr I got kinda lazy to blog bout my thoughts or what I have been doing cause tumblr kinda provides it all. Not to worry though, I will forever stay loyal to my blog. *coughs* Who reads this shit anyways?
I'm craving Mcdonalds right now. Oh God, help me get it through the night. This hunger is killing me. So yeah. That's just about it. Sad life.
What about my love life you ask?
Why, I seriously don't know.
Why don't YOU tell me?

4th of January 2012..

2012-01-04T09:51:00.003+08:00

I would just like to wish my girlfriend Ena a HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY! May the good Lord bless you always and may you be filled with happiness and laughter all year around. I'm proud to have you as my friend. Good luck with everything you do and best wishes!
Much love!

Put your hearts up.

2011-12-29T02:08:00.002+08:00

Hey you guys, wow. December has been a very busy busy month for me. Pretty hectic. How was your Christmas? And are you prepared for New years'? Well, to be honest, I can't wait to start a new year. A new chapter in my life.
Sooooooo, mum bought me a new laptop! woohoooo! So excited! I finally have one on my own. :) Wanted to go for a macbook but uhh, it was extremely expensive. It's crazy! My bro and I decided to go for the same model but different colors. Mine blue, his brown. Like shit. Kidding! Hahaha. So yeah it's 2am and I gotta wake up before 8am. Sigh. Life.
So, that's all for tonight! Updates soon ;)
28th was a good day :) A good day and a good night. I hope this feeling will last.
Good night my homos! ♥

It's that time of the year again.

2011-12-25T13:20:00.002+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS ME LOVES!
Lots of love :)

Tumblr.

2011-12-19T19:53:00.001+08:00

Hey guys, I made a tumblr account! Check it out kays?
http://ashtraterrestrial.tumblr.com/
Peace and love!

He set the bars above the stars.

2011-12-15T13:48:00.002+08:00

JUST ONE MORE TO GO.

But they don't understand.

2011-12-11T09:47:00.000+08:00

Sakit kepala.

2011-12-04T19:22:00.002+08:00

Hello kaibigans! So, today was good. Wanna know why? My sister is back! Yay :) at least I won't feel so lonely anymore and also she'll help me cope with things that are running through my head. That's the good news. The bad news is.. Oh, you're certainly not ready for this.
I've not finished my assignments and I'm going back to college on Tuesday! Oh please God, help me to help myself. I seriously gotta finish em before Tuesday. I'm such a wreck!
I'm dead meat. Literally.

Everything 17th.

2011-12-03T11:19:00.003+08:00

This post is dedicated to Cornileus Jasper as today is his 17th Birthday! Woohoo! Just wanna tell you guys that he is one charming and fun guy. It might take a few posts to tell you how much of a "good qualities" type of guy he is. If you're reading this, I wanna say that you deserve all the good and happiness in life. Happy Birthday and may all your wishes come true :) I love you.
Have a good Saturday everyone :)

Time is of the essence.

2011-12-02T12:22:00.002+08:00

Today is going to be all about the macro report and reading up the law cases. I seriously gotta start being serious now or else I'm going to be dead for finals. I'm feeling so messed up right now. Sigh. May God be with me. Have a nice Friday everyone. I wonder where Rebecca Black went. Oh well.

This keeps me sane.

2011-12-01T22:12:00.000+08:00

I LOVE HER TO BITS!

Tv=a good companion.

2011-12-01T13:11:00.005+08:00

So I spent my midnight doing research on my law cases. I felt really tired but I felt bad for making a promise to myself so I ended up opening my books and went on the net to search. I felt pretty good about myself when I was done but still I didn't have myself a good night sleep. Sigh. Moving on, it's December! Woohoo or boohoo? I don't know what to think or feel but all I know is my finals are less than 2 weeks. Damn. I'm not ready for shits like that. To make myself feel even more crappy, I made myself a promise that I'm going to study at least two weeks before the exam therefore I shall start.. Today. Wish me luck please? I'm gonna need it. After waking up to a bad wake up call, at least I got something good to say about today. Mom bought ink for the printer which I now don't have to worry about! Also, this poxes needs to go away because I need to go to the library! I'm sick and tired of staying at home and avoiding contact from everyone. Oh gosh, I'm sorry for all this ranting it's just that I can't help it.
Well to make things seem a little better, I've been watching tv for awhile now and I can say that it's been a big source of entertainment for me except for the repeats on masterchef and just say I do. Those are just too boring and why would I wanna fall in love with more than one person? That's selfish as F. However, there are also cool shows like switched at birth, himym, 90210 and new girl which makes it all worth while. Oh! Not forgetting spongebob! He's been a good companion. Anyways, 2 more days to your birthday. Less actually but heck all I can say is that it's freaking me out. I gotta ask myself why though and I should stop thinking about it but it's just so hard. Arghhhhh. My mind is totally messed up. So to conclude this really long crap, I'd like to learn sign language. Who wouldn't right?
Till then :)

Shawty.

2011-11-30T18:43:00.003+08:00

Yay I is so happy that I'm healing! Weeeeeee. Anyways, I've not started on my assignments. Go figure huh? Please make my remaining days as a "sick person" productive! *fingers crossed*.
Also, to most Science stream students, congratulations on your strive for SPM! Now that it's over, let the hunt for future resolutions begin. Muahahaha. Let me tell you guys something, it's going to be hard but you'll figure it out. Good luck! Okay, bye!

Reminiscing.

2011-11-30T13:07:00.002+08:00

While I was tucking myself to bed last night, I thought of just reading back my old posts and I couldn't stop smiling and laughing at how silly and immature I was 3 years ago. It pretty much entertained me. I just got into 2009's January and I can't wait to continue again tonight. It seems like this could be my bedtime story for now. Come to think of it, I should really start blogging everyday so I can relive the moments that I had and just reminisce all the way!
You know, something's been interrupting my oblivious mind lately and I can't deny it but your birthday is coming real soon and it freaks the bejeezus out of me. There, I said it. I just don't know what to do and how to react. Can someone just stop the time already? Am I the only one who thinks it's passing by too fast? This is crazy!
So since I'm reminiscing, let me tell you about my Christmas spirit. As I get older, it tends to lessen. I hate that. I mean come on, we should always be happy and be filled with joy for the joyous occasion but so far, I feel like there's nothing to look forward to and that may seem pretty sad but I guess it's just me. I remembered being so impatient back then. I actually started to listen to Christmas songs in the month of July. Call me crazy but that's just how I was back then. All I'm saying is, tomorrow will be the 1st of December then it'll be 24 days to Christmas. I'm just wondering why I ain't so excited. I usually get pissed at people who doesn't get excited, funny, it's happening to me right now.
Okay, enough jibber jabber. Spongebob is on! Weeeeeeee.

So uninspired.

2011-11-29T20:14:00.004+08:00

That is what I basically look like when I've not achieve anything. When I say "achieve", I meant with college work. They're piling up one me like there's no tomorrow. My sick leave is coming to an expiry date pretty soon and I'm beginning to panic. I just don't know where to start. Especially with my business proposal and Macro report. Not forgetting the case studies that was given to me 2 weeks ago. WTH am I doing?! Procrastination has always been a fan of mine and hey, gotta admit, it's not easy to reject a fan. By the way, Kingsley is so funny! Where do these people have the guts to post videos like that??? I guess confidence plays a big part in life.
Too bad I lack in that department. Okay, stopping right here.

Not fine at all.

2011-11-29T19:35:00.002+08:00

This is too awesome not to share!

Feelin' a little nostalgic.

2011-11-29T15:37:00.002+08:00

Hello! So yes, I changed the look of my blog, again. The previous one was kinda.. Dark and I didn't have the time to decorate. So, I spent two hours on making this one, credits to the owner for the original skin but I did modify it a bit and I'm pretty happy with the results. A happy blogger is a happy person. The f? That's like the same thing. Moving on, I felt guilty for not finishing my assignments when I could've *cough* hence the time I took to do my blog, I could've used that time to manage my college work. Oh well! Now that I've taken my meds, it is time to take my afternoon nap and wake up to dinner then rest some more then MAYBE I'll just do my assignments. Oh heck, who am I kidding. I gotta do it! Wish me luck!
Pox pox go away, I'm so glad we're through 1st stage :)
Till then, xx.

Gather soldiers.

2011-11-25T15:20:00.003+08:00

Hey there, how you guys doing? Me? Not too good but I'll live. So I guess this is how restless and useless and helpless feels like. It's been nearly a week and I'm still not recovering. I hope everything will be back to normal next week. Please oh please, I cannot afford to fail this semester. I've been telling myself to finish them assignments but I can't seem to do it. It's like, I stay awake for an hour or two and my body will want to sleep again. That's perfectly normal, I know but yeah, there's an excuse for not being able to do my assignments. No matter what though, I gotta finish em! Finals coming real soon! So pox, I don't mean to be rude, but can you go ASAP? Kinda need my life back. Thank you very much.

Teen wolf.

2011-11-20T13:55:00.002+08:00

Hello there mates. How you guys doing? So my weekend was alright except for the fact that I'm having my chicken pox right this moment and I can't move a muscle. Literally. While my family is out celebrating my cousin's wedding, I'm stuck here all alone. So, I've been watching Teen Wolf to keep me company. I wish I was watching Vampire Diaries instead but oh well, gotta wait for the next episode. I really like the dude who play Stiles in Teen Wolf though. I think he's kinda cute and funny. Anyways, surprisingly I went to the Greyson Chance concert with Race and Trysha and I saw a lot of familiar faces there! It was chaotic in a good way. It was just alright for me though, not really a big fan.
Oh gosh, I'm so bored. Guess I'm just gonna go sleep now. Have a great sunday :)
p.s. I miss you but I'm surviving.

Vox populi.

2011-11-15T20:47:00.003+08:00

HOW THE HECK CAN I GET THOSE BODIES?
Hahahaha, I've been watching VS's fashion show since last night. It's just toooooo hot! I love their outfits and bodies! This clip is one of my fav! Not only I discovered an amazing song by 30STM, I also find the atmosphere of this segment comforting. Hahaha.
Whatever, I just want that 3:38 girl's body and eyes. hahaha. Amen.

It's such a shame now that the guy's changed.

2011-11-14T02:00:00.001+08:00

If it's not like the movies, that's how it should be.

Hopeful.

2011-11-14T01:44:00.002+08:00

It's nearly 2am and I've just finished memorizing my debate script for today's English class. To be honest, I dislike that class. I feel like I'm there by force. Nope, no fun at all. Anyways, I'm trying to blog frequently and as of which explains my "phone blogging" sessions. It's been awhile since I've last blogged through my phone. Come to think of it, it's a whole lot easier except for posting up pics.
I was suppose to go try out this dance class in Putatan which is freaking far yesterday but I didn't have the guts to go alone. It's official, I'm a pussycat. Not a pussycat doll but literally a scaredy cat. I mean come on, I could've just gone and had a blast but nooooo, my guts just told me to stay home. I also had another good reason of not being able to go though, I didn't think it'd be safe if I went alone at night. Heck, I don't even know where the place is! So, this week's goal is to find a dance class somewhere close to home. Any suggestions? :)
Yawn. Time to hit the sack or else brainy here won't be able to function well in class. Hah! As if it usually does.
Good night xx

The one that got away.

2011-11-12T14:49:00.002+08:00

I'm such a sucker for heart-breaking songs now. Yes, I'm miserable and I am trying my best to cope. All is well, ends well. So anyways, Finals is in a month and I hate to say that I just don't have the heart to study anymore. Not in that college at least. It's been nearly 6 months that I've started studying there and I feel oh so miserable. I hate it so much. This Law thing, do I even want it? I'm just studying my ass of just cause I don't want to be a disappointment to my parents. I feel like going away, all on my own, just to figure myself out. I know that sounds so sad but really, I just don't know what I'm doing or how my future will be like. I've been having all these down moments, I'm dying to feel genuinely happy again and 2011 is coming to an end. November has just started and I can't wait for December. How am I going to go through this?
I guess I'll just have to keep reminding myself that I'm stronger than this.
Have a good Saturday homos.

Addiction.

2011-11-07T13:27:00.004+08:00

I've got a new addiction and it comes to a major surprise to me as I was never interested in watching dramas concerning vampires. I thought Twilight was enough but nah, something better came up and it's none other than The Vampire Diaries.

It's ridiculous to see so many beautiful and great actors in just one drama. It's really good. Trust me. Corny, yes but oh well, it works. Haha.
I've also have a sense of likeness for the Plants vs Zombies game. It's pretty cool. November has been treating me a little bit better each day. I know that I'll be genuinely happy again someday soon.
Enough of this emotional thing, I've gotta go do my much anticipated assignments! After a few rounds of PvsZ that is! Have a good Monday. :)

Lost.

2011-11-01T19:12:00.002+08:00

I would have never thought that I would someday ask myself this question. Unfortunately, that someday happens to be today. What do you do with a broken heart? I tell myself that it's going to be fine. Just give it some time. But it never seems to make things better. I've always tell myself that life has its ups and downs. Yeah, I'll be having them down times now but I'm sure the up or the good times to be exact will come in the future. It's so sad to say that I've had a billions more downs than I ever had with ups this year. 2011 is coming to an end. Just two more months and it's a whole new year once more. How time flies. How fast things can change. From forever to I'm sorry. It's a hard life. I can't really seem to do anything but to be weak. That's what I do best anyways.
Good night :')

Not healthy at the moment.

2011-10-26T18:29:00.002+08:00

Hey guys, I know it's been a long time but heck I had some pretty good reasons to go with it so bear with me alright?
I had my midterm exams and I went to KL for a few days just to hang out with my babes and visit my aunty and lil cousin and supposedly, I was suppose to attend my bro's convo but.. yeahhhh. Didn't happen.
To be honest, I'm feeling fat and really unhealthy. I know I'm not "fat" whatever you guys call it but I've been eating junk a lot and I have a great feeling that I'll end up huge if I don't do anything about it.
FOOD IS IRRESISTIBLE but I gotta take care of myself! More veges, fruits, water and exercise. Wow, I'm so determined right now! Feeling hyped! That is why..
I've decided to have a healthy life. Starting from.. Next month! Woohoo. Do not judge me. Haha. Well, before i end this dramatic post, I'll be doing a survey which I copied from Ena's blog. Toodles :)

Do you have any special talents? : Nope and I wish I did.

Do you regret anything about your past? : Yes.

Do people ever mistake you for being a different race? YES! red-indian (c'mon), indian mix, korean, japanese, filipino, italian, white, dutch and indonesian.
I guess I just look really weird.

Do you collect anything?: Not now but when I was younger, I used to collect stickers. I love stickers. They're pretty :)

Would you tattoo someone's name on your body?: Nahhh.

What do you worry about the most?: Damn, lots of shits.

Do you have any friends with "benefits"?: No sir-ree!

How old were you when you moved out of your parents house?: I'm still living with em :)

Who do you miss right now?: Jasper, cousins from JB, sister from NZ.

Are you drinking anything?: Nope.

Do you like beer? If so, what one?: I don't do beers.

Do you carry any form of contraceptive with you?: No.

Do you have any weapons for personal protection?: Nope.

What is the last restaurant you ate at?: A place in Central with Ena.

What is your favorite fruit?: ALL TYPES! Especially watermelon, mango, grapes and apples.

Do you believe "Once a cheater, always a cheater"?: Sad to say but I'm not sure. Probably yes.

Do you sit on public toilet seats?: NO. I leave my ass dangling cause it's too filthy.

What is a goal you would like to complete this year?: Get good grades and create not good but great moments with people.

Last person you had an arguement with?: Wala.

Have you ever ran away from home?: Nope.

Where were you 2 hours ago?: Citymall.

Favorite concert you have been to?: I rarely go to concerts. :(

Are you listening to music?: Yes. Not like the movies, Katy Perry.

Describe the shirt you are wearing?: Long, a different shade of green and there's a cool picture of a girl on it.

Do you know anyone named Bob?: Nope.

What is your favorite candy?: Gummy bears. Hoho.

Do you take your daily vitamins?: Nope but I will totally start soon!

What color is your vehicle?: Black.

Where is your most ticklish spot?: My armpits and neck.

What do you think about the president?: Good.

What are your favorite pizza toppings?: Mushrooms, chicken and pineapples.

How much money do you have on you?: Less than 50. Sad :(

When did you last go swimming?: 2 months ago? With Jasper, Ady, Ady's bf and Alex.

How old are you parents?: This is not necessary. Hoho.

What is your greatest fear?: Death.

When did you last hold a baby?: Last night! :)

If you had the oportunity to open a store, what would you sell?: Definitely books and other cool artsy crafts. :)

What did you last cook?: Mushroom soup.

Do you have over 200 Facebook friends?: Yup.

What is your favorite piece of furniture you own?: Bed.

Where is your favorite place to eat?: I love eating so I guess, anywhere is alright.

What is your favorite movie theater?: Don't have a specific one.

Do you have a favorite number?: 1,3,7 & 8.

Adios amigos. Thank you for wasting your time by reading this.
Cheers!

You and me baby!

2011-10-16T23:22:00.001+08:00

Hello fellow bloggers and dear readers, I did this cover with my cousin Imo and we had fun doing it with all the wacky pictures and stuff. HOHO. I hope you like it too! :)
Much love x

500!

2011-10-04T21:30:00.002+08:00

It's my 500th post today! Celebration? Yes?
NO. I'm having my period and boy am I weak!
BUT,
this week has been fun so far. It's all good :)
I just realize that you don't have to be famous or popular or be totally known for something just to have fun. Just as long as you have your mates and love ones near you, it's all good!
So, yeah. That's my celebration for this week.
Okay, gonna go bath now.
p.s. Good luck to all PMR candidates :D
Good night homos.
Remember, God is good! <3

Keep me from fallin' apart..

2011-09-24T16:39:00.002+08:00

Hey, what's up? What's cooking? Haha.
So today is as hot as heck. I aint' bluffing! It really is hot. Wait, before
I go on, Let me ask you a question, what do you get when you put boredom and hot weather together?
NOTHING. That's what I'm doing now. Basically nothing. Though literally typing and listening to Demi all day. Can't wait to get my hands on her UNBROKEN album! You guys should most def go and get it! It's worth every cent. Maybe? Haha.
Anyways, my college has this dancing classes going on and I don't know if I should join cause.. I have a feeling that it's going to be so lame. I know I know, don't judge by a bla bla bla. Still, It's pretty lame since I have no one to go with. Oh well. I'm still looking for dance classes though! So, if you know any good ones with reasonable rates, please share! (Insert smiley here)
So, Saturdays are suppose to be fun right? I would really love to groove and get freaky but I'd rather take a shower cause it's well you know why.
Sunset mass today!
See you there? :)
Cheerios!

You had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart.

2011-09-20T21:04:00.002+08:00

Lightweight.

2011-09-19T23:24:00.001+08:00

Okay okay. I've abandoned my blog, AGAIN. So sorry! This time I won't make an excuse saying that I had stuff to do or was busy during my sem break. Well, cause I didn't. *sad face*
So why didn't I blog you're asking?
Well, I just didn't have the "urge" to do so. Like how I didn't have the "urge" to make covers which I promised my sister I would do once a week. oops. I just.. Sigh. There are just so many things I want to do with my life but they just never seem to happen. Not surprised though since I don't deserve em. Another major sigh. So yeah, I've been begging my madre for weeks now to get me the Condenser mic, pop filter alongside with the stand but.. I think she doesn't approve it at all. So, I'm trying to get some money. ON MY OWN. Haha. Independent? Oh yeah baby. I'm trying here okay?
I'm trying to work on my singing and dancing again.. Just like old days. So, wish me luck! :)
They always say, "When you got it, flaunt it!" But what if you're afraid to show what you got?
"Then stay lame."
Ouch. That hurts. I think I've been laming around enough already. Haha, get it? Laming? Instead of lazing. Gosh, sometimes I just crack myself up, it's not even funny.
Just to disgust you guys, I've not taken my bath and it's 2322 pm. YIKES. I'm such a lazy fucker. Oh well. Good night loves. Tune in soon okay?

When?

2011-09-12T11:23:00.001+08:00

I'm seriously asking this question. When will things get better? I'm starting to lose hope.. Sigh. This isn't the life that I was hoping for. I'm so miserable..
Help?

Oh Well.

2011-09-07T23:30:00.001+08:00

Semua la kan lupa kawan. I guess it's time to change some things in life. Not all are meant to be "Forever." I can't wait to have a part-time job and also go for dancing classes like this.

It would be so much fun to dance again! It's been years :(
So yeah, my sem break is ending soon. I don't know if I should be excited for 2nd Semester to start. Wish me luck though! :)
Good night x

Birthday.

2011-09-01T15:45:00.003+08:00

Just got back from Kudat and boy am I tired! Anyways,
here's a short post to wish my sister, Audrey a
!!
Woohoo! Love ya sis. Well, will blog more soon.
It's now time to hit the sack. :)

6 foot 7 foot.

2011-08-28T22:02:00.005+08:00

Have you a good Sunday? Mine was just alright. I started my morning by reading a novel entitled "Camilla" which was given to me by Nadia. I gotta say it has been a long time since I've actually finish a novel. Hopefully, I can start again! Novels are best read during the long holidays right? Anyways, I've just realized that my holidays are till the 19th of September. UMMMMMM. That's pretty long eh? Haha. NOT COMPLAINING. I just.. don't know what to do. I wanna dance, I wanna sing, I wanna do major things but it never happens! Arghh, being lazy is such a drag. Oh and did I mention that today was excruciatingly hot? Not at all times though. We gotta make mother nature happy before this gets outta hand. Oh holy moly, the lights went our for 0.01 sec. Reminded me of those horror movies where it suddenly gets dark when you're aware of something. CREEPY.
I actually wanted to do a video today but nah, I didn't cause.. (to be continued)
By the way, check this out. Nota fan of lil' Wayne but this song is pretty catchy :)
Well, okay. I guess that's all for tonight. Oh, if you're on twitter, do follow me!
Ash's twitter.
Go on, click on it. Till then!
Have a good night loves.
BE SAFE. x

Waste.

2011-08-26T22:27:00.002+08:00

Hello :)
Oh my, I've just realized that I have no music on. What a disgrace. How can one blog without any songs of wisdom?
Anyways, how was/is your Friday? Mine was good. Felt really happy to have spent that much time with him today.
Can someone please tell me what is happening to the time? I feel like there are no flashbacks to play in my head during the month of August. It went by really and I mean, really fast. Soon, it'll be Christmas! Then 2012. CRAZY.
Also, this week of my holidays has kinda been wasted except for last night and today. I spent most of my time at home. Not complaining though since those were the last days of me being able to spend time with the pups. Oh yeah, quick update: They're in good homes now! I'm really hoping that the rest of my holidays will be well spent.
So, everyone's back! Can't wait to see them! Hopefully something good will come up soon :)
I'll be doing a cover real soon so be sure to check it out guys! Really excited :)
Last but not least I'd like to wish everyone a
SELAMAT HARI RAYA! Woohoo! Go crazy and have fun!
Be safe during the holidays. Good night peeps.
x

It's literally 50 degrees outside.

2011-08-22T16:15:00.003+08:00

Today is seriously.. Hot. I feel so lazy and I got a headache from the bad ass heat. Sigh. It seems like this week started off pretty lamely. I hope something good comes up later this week.
Sad news is.. I'll be giving away my puppies this week. Prob tomorrow. I've been keeping them for two months and I think now is the suitable time to let them go :')
Sigh. I sure hate goodbyes. I would really like to crap more but the heat is really being a pain. I'm literally sweating typing this.
So, till later :)
p.s. Since everyone is back or coming back this hols, I hope we'll be able to hang out soon :)
bye.

TIME PASSES BY SO FAST.

2011-08-20T00:09:00.001+08:00

HI. I is Back. :)
Will blog more soon! Good nights y'all x

Monday blues?

2011-08-14T23:55:00.002+08:00

Fortunate news for me this week.
1. No classes tomorrow.
2. Friday night will be epic *fingers crossed*
3. Good, stress-free weekend.

Unfortunate news.
1. FINALS.

Nothing can beat those words. So yeah, I'm gonna say this week will be tough. Cramming like nobody's business. Burning the midnight oil. STUDY STUDY. Starting from tomorrow till, well. Friday.. I will not blog (Can I avoid the temptation?). I wish to deactivate my facebook but I don't think that'll work. Guys, I need your luck! So, wish me luck? :)
Tomorrow, I'll be heading to the library with Paulette to work on some Accounts and a heck lot of Micro. SIGH. Hopefully we can finish em within 2 or3 hours max cause I gotta head home to do my own revisions! GAH. The pressure. I won't say I regret that I didn't studied cause. well, I did? I just don't think it's enough. Feeling so bummed. Also, I'm thinking of not reloading my phone's credit so I don't have to go on 0.facebook all the time and also the texting. Arghh.
Enough of me! I would wanna wish all of you who are also feeling pressured by exams a very GOOD LUCK and all the best!
Got the Monday blues?
Stop complaining. I have it too.
Good night brains :)

Off my chest.

2011-08-14T12:24:00.002+08:00

I HATE ACCOUNTING.
I just had to point that out. It really puts my study mode into a 'idgaf' mode. And the cashflow forecast. Can't seem to figure that one out. I.need.help.
Help me?
Sigh.
Btw, sorry for being so rude as to not wish everyone a happy sunday.
Hope you guys are having way more fun than me!

Haters gonna hate.

2011-08-13T15:43:00.001+08:00

Stunning.

Time and tide for no man.

2011-08-13T15:14:00.002+08:00

What the heck am I doing?? I should be studying! Why am I doing this to myself. :( I feel so stupid. Gahh! Anyways, been playing this song on repeat. So addictive.. His guitar skills are just wonderful. Never fails to amaze me. Sigh, just marry me already John. *drools

My Saturday is not turning out to be a productive day. Woke up at 10 continued sleepin till 12. Watched the bachelor (Stupid show, I hate it but..), played with the pups for a bit and here I am. Someone please motivate me to study. Haha.
Hopefully, your Saturday will be grand! The day is still young. Oh and how lovely is the rain!?
Bliss, I tell you.
Farewell young ones. May you enjoy my rant and craps that I'll be giving you more in the future.

Stabbed, she said.

2011-08-12T23:36:00.002+08:00

Hello! As you can see, I've modified my blog! yay! it's been a while eh? Hehe, It looked pretty boring before. Hopefully this one is good enough. I think it's pretty and simple. It kinda defines who I am.. haha. Okay, not going there.
ANYWAYS, FINALS are next week and here I am blogging my time away. Nice one Ashley.
Ughhhhh, I've been studying but I panic every time I close the book. It's like I gotta keep on reading and memorizing facts till I just can't anymore.. Laziness wins again. Darn you, lazy. :(
So, August has been.. just alright. I hope it would get better soon.. I really want it to be better. June and July was such a roller-coaster, I don't think I can handle any more bad/sad news. It's like I need to get used to it? Obviously, who would want to get used to such a thing?
And girl, just stay away. I'm saying this in the nicest way possible. I cherish you as a friend. So, please..
I know you don't know what the heck I'm talking about but let's just keep it to that.
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEE When will my life get better :( Bummer.
To all excel students, good luck!
To myself, don't be a fu*ckin' weakling!
Wow, this pick-me-up lines sure work!
That's all for tonight. Oh and I'd like to remind you guys that the Demi Lovato is just simply amazing. Can't wait for her new album! woot woot <3

I wish he..

2011-08-07T01:16:00.003+08:00

Hey guys! How was your saturday night?? Mine was pretty cool. Sang for the 1st time in college and it was just alright. Nothing wow but I gotta say thanks to those that have been supporting me! Hehe. Anyways, Ena did my makeup for that night! Cool eh? You guys can hire her to be your personal makeup artist for any occasion hehe. Anyways, just a short post tonight cause I'm sooooo sleepy and hungry! Sooo sad that I didn't get to eat much! Too nervous! Haha and it was good food too! Grrrr. I had fun with my peeps though! Woohhoooo! :) well, gonna take a shower and go to sleep now :) nights loves!

I'm in love

2011-07-21T23:28:00.002+08:00

She so gorgeous but she so damn pricy. AWWWW MAN. I hope I can get that 2nd hand one from that person who is selling it quite cheap :)
Amen.

Why, hello there.

2011-07-17T11:55:00.002+08:00

Hello fellow bloggers and also to my awesome readers! I know it has been a month or so that I've last crapped here. Sigh, been busy with my new college. It's true! Had my midterm which surprisingly I did quite good at! And also been going out a lot with friends. Unfortunately though, July has been treating me quite badly. I mean yeah there are those good times but there are just no sparks...yet, I hope.
So how have you been? How's life treating you? I have this big big big urge to sing and dance again. Like making covers but this time in a proper way. Like a bit more studio-ish than random guitar playing. Well, that's a mission i'd like to do soon! And also, dancing! I have awesome people that would like to dance with me and I am honoured! Can't wait to start grooving!
Also, I'm really excited for October! Why?
Cause I'll be going to KL! woohoo! Getting away for a bit is probably all I need right now. It may be only for a few days but still.. I get to see my friends there! ;)
Sooooo yeah. *yawn.
Happy Sunday everyone!

TGIF!

2011-06-10T17:51:00.003+08:00

hey guys! Just a short post to tell you how much I love Shane Dawson's Vids and also himself. He's just so funny! you guys should really check him out. Although most of his vids contain bad and dirty words.. It still does make you laugh like crazy! :D
He's like a medical treatment to whatever negativity you have in or surrounding you. So, check him out! :)
Here's one that's pretty funny.

Well, gtg. Will blog again soon! Promise!
Btw, wish me luck on my midterm Exam that's just around the corner! Really freaking out! :O

<3

WHY?

2011-06-06T23:01:00.000+08:00

Why do you always have to be so damn frustrating????

Which radio station do you listen to the most?

2011-06-05T09:59:00.002+08:00

Hitz.fm is the coolest! Had a blast with Ena at the Sabah Mega Carnival last night. Although there were some things we would like to undo, it surely was a a great experience :) It was my 1st big concert ever! Also, I've come to realised that us Malaysians do produce good music! It's great! Just amazing!
I'm so sad we did't get the chance to take pictures with all the stars. Sigh. Sad for being a scaredy cat and aslo sad for not being observant! Gaaahhhhh!
Oh well. Past is past. Cheers!

What a small world.

2011-06-03T20:48:00.003+08:00

Survey time! Copied from Nabila! :)

Name: Ashley Debbie Chong

Eye Color: Dark brown

Shoe size: 6/7

Hair: black/dark brown

Piercing: Ears.

Height: 161.

What are you wearing right now? : A blouse and short pants.

Where do you live?: Penampang.

Favorite number : 7 and 8.

Favorite drink: 100 plus. hahahaa.

Favorite month: December.

Favorite food: Carbonara. Anymore of that, really, I do not know what will become of me!

-Have You Ever?-

Broken a bone: No.

Been in a police car: No.

Swam in the ocean: Yes!

Fallen asleep in school: Those good old days!

Broken someone’s heart?: unfortunately, yes.

Cried when someone died?: Yes.

Been cheated on: No I suppose?

-What?-

Do you want now?: A laptop, a blackberry, Magnificent examination results and my personal liberty.

What is your favorite colour?: All time fav? Blue!

Your room is like?: White and.. flowery. Yikes! Hahaha.

What is your favorite weather: I like rainy days. Not too heavy though. I wouldn't wanna be under the heavy rain.

-Ever Had?-

Chicken pox: Funny thing is, I have no idea.

Sore throat: yes.

Stitches: Nope.

Broken nose: No.

Terrible cramp: yes!

Cancer: No and please stay that way!

A fight: TONS.

A pet: yes :)

Hangover: Nope.

Period: Maybe in another week's time. haha.

-Do You?-

Believe in God: Definitely.

Love your family: Yeah.

Smile a lot?: Yes.

Believe in love at first sight?: Hmmmm. It's hard to actually say yes. I'll just go for I don't know.

Like picnics?: Sure.

Curse a lot?: Unfortunately, yes.

Want Tattoo?: yes!

Like breakdowns?: Who does??

-Who?-

Who was the last person you yell at?: Imogene. hehe.

Who was the last person you danced with?: Ummm.. can't recall.

Who last made you smile?: Funny lecturers who ain't that funny. Jokes.

Who was the last person made you laugh: Jasper!

Who was the last person you pissed at?: That someone!

Who was the last person yelled at you?: Hmmmm, Imo. HAHAHAHA.

-Finaaaaaal-

What are you listening to right now?: Nothing. Thank you for making me realize that.

Are you the oldest?: Sad to be the youngest.

Indoors or outdoors?: Both!

-Today did you-

Talk to someone you love?: Yes :)

Kiss anyone?: Nope.

Sing?: Yes.

Miss someone?: Duh!

Ate: YESS.

Breakfast: Mushroom soup.

Lunch: Beef.

Dinner: Eggs and long beans and papaya for dessert.

-Last person who-

You talked to on the phone?: Jinder.

Made you cry?: Hmmm. Can't recall.

Went to the movies with?: Jasper!

You went to the mall with?: Muh Girlies! Woohoo!

-Have you-

Ever wanted to talk to your ex?: -

Been to Mexico?: Nope.

Been to USA?: No. Take me there already!

-Random \m/-

What books are you reading right now?: Sadly, none. Except for em college notes.

Best feeling in the world?: Love.

Future kids names?: Haven't thought of that yet.

Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?: No. As much as Id like to, I can't. Their fur gets in my nose thus causing me to sneeze at your hideous face. You wouldn't like that now, would you?

What’s under your bed?: Dust and few small things.

Favorite sport: Dancing is A sport! Haha. Swimming, cycling and badminton.

Favorite place?: Home.

Who do you really hate?: Hate is such a big word.

Do you have a job?: Nope.

What time is it now?: 2106 :)

Wow. You must really love me since you took your precious time reading and digesting my whole survey!
In return, I must say, I love you too!
Now, off you go
for there is no more.

Omygahd! It's JUNE!

2011-06-03T19:06:00.003+08:00

Hey guys. Happy June! Wow, time sure flies. Soon it'll be Christmas all over again. Speaking of Christmas, I hope it'll be a blast this year :) Although I'm not sure if I'll be having a long break during xmas since I'm in college.. But let's hope I do! Anyways, the main reason why I'm blogging today is because of..
Well, it takes a bitch to know one so I guess We learned that from each other eh? I mean come on, why you gotta hate on other people? She has nothing to do with you. I can't believe I'm angry over a little statement. All these bullshitting bout people on their blogs or tumblr really pisses me off. You don't want to be friendly? Fine. Talking shit about someone? Not cool. It'll sound corny when I say this but it's true. Look into the mirror and take some time off reflecting bout yourself. You hate her/him? Keep it to yourself. Nobody's perfect, just like you. So before you go around stating if it's edited or not, you better ask her to take a close up picture of herself. Unedited, not taken from afar but just natural. If you can do that then, bravo! :)
As for you, I seriously have no idea what is going on in that little head of yours. No matter how much you dislike facing it, reality is just gonna keep on slapping your face till you realize that.. We're all human beings. So, GROW UP!
Btw, i miss one of my friends. It seems like we're strangers now. I guess that was what she wanted in the first place. :(

Congratulations to the new Queen, Bo!

2011-05-31T21:53:00.002+08:00

KOTOBIAN TADAU TAGAZO DO KAAMATAN 2011!
Had a good Kaamatan this year! How did yours went? Still a few more hours left to go hardcore..but take it easy! Please don't drink and drive!
:)

Handsome boy.

2011-05-30T01:22:00.004+08:00

Meet my nephew, Nelden.
He's so cool yo. He's 2 and a half but heck he's hot.
Okay, that sounded weird. Haha.
Me, signing out to say, sleep tight!
Oh! Before I go, I made a ryhme earlier.. It's called 'Padre'. Enjoy!
Madre,
Where's my padre?
why you don't care?
He is downstairs,
he has no hair,
why you no fair?
But I swear,
I will always love my padre
even without hair.
Hahaa. I know it didn't make much sense but hey, it took me only 3 mins to figure it out!
Fine, fine. It's time to sleep! :)

Gurion said, stalker.

2011-05-30T01:15:00.003+08:00

Hey guys! So, I went to my uncle's wedding at Dewan Tun Fuad in Penampang just now, thus the picture of vanity. Haha. Had a good time with my cousins! :) They offered to give me beer and tapai but I was like no way ho zay. Sorry for being such a balloon popper guys. I'll drink when one of you gets married! Hehehe. Anyways, just a short post tonight. And I gotta say something..
Why add me on facebook if you're gonna act like a bit*h when you see me in the flesh? Like, come on.
Okay, that's all. I loovvvee you guys!
Good night!

We don't give a fuuuuuuuccc.....

2011-05-26T16:58:00.001+08:00

Welcome to Danger zone.
Step into the fantasy.
You are not invited to the other side of sanity.

Extraterrestrial.

2011-05-26T16:35:00.002+08:00

Hello! Why am I so lazy to blog ohh. Ish ish. For those of you who is a loyal reader of this amazing and wonderful blog of mine (just joking), sorry for not always being able to update :(
2nd week of college and it's getting.. busier. Presentations, assignments and a lot of readings to do. It has its ups and downs. 1st presentation today and i think it went well. It was good for the 1st trial. :)
Oh boy! Ka'amatan is coming! Weee, it has been a long time since I was this excited for the cultural celebration! I hope you guys feel the same!
Basically, I've gained weight for the past few months especially when I started working in Sailors'. Gosh, the food there is just.. magical. Moving on! I will be trying my very best to refrain myself from eating all the luxurious gourmet/foods. Imma stick to more greens and fruits now.
Hmm, I'm so sad to say that nothing interesting or extraordinary happened in my life.. YET! Therefore, I am not able to share amazing experiences with all of you. :(
Sometimes I wish I was like Steve Irwin. I have a passion to deal with animals but I just don't know where to start. His life is just filled with adventures and fun. It's sad to know that he's gone. RIP Steve!
Okay, I have no idea what to crap about.. And since that is the case I guess I have to say..
That's all for today folks. Be sure to check out the Kaamatan festival and also the Kadazan beauty pageant at KDCA next week! If you see me, please don't be afraid to say hi. :)
Cheers y'all!

One Borneo.

2011-05-22T00:29:00.003+08:00

Hey guys and gals. How was your Saturday? Well, mine was surprisingly fun. Went to One Borneo with my mum and Emerald. At first I thought it was gonna be boring (I just went to accompany my mum) but then after walking for a bit, Eme and I found ways on how to entertain ourselves with our 'Bra jokes'. Boy, they were hilarious. We couldn't stop laughing. We must've gotten out of our minds. Hahaha. Anyways, we walked around, went into some nice boutiques and chatted away. Gosh, Clothes are so tempting. It's poisonous how an item can make us crazy. Sigh, life.
Then we headed off to Dome to chill for a bit since Eme wanted something to drink. It's quite a nice place. Very cosy. :)
Met up with mum in the same shop. Haha. She called me saying 'I'm in Quicksilver.' And I was like, mum, look behind you, we're right here at the bikini section(Just lookin :p)'. Hahaha. I find that very amusing although it was a coincidence. So, my mum bought herself a nice white Roxy bag while I took the chance (just trying my luck, it was very random) to look at some wallets.. My old one was kinda in a bad shape.. And a lot of people said it looks like a man's wallet. Boohoo! Back to the story! I held up one nice wallet and showed it to mum who was wanting to pay for the bag at the counter and asked me to head over to her with the wallet so she can take a closer look. She checked it out and said 'how much is your taste?' all I did was laugh and she said it was nice. So, I guess everytime when she looked at my old wallet, she kinda feels sad for me so she ended up buying me the wallet without any bla bla bla(you know what this is)! How amazing is that???? Wowwwwww! Jokes.
I just thought I'd share this wonderful story with you guys. You may not give a damn but I do.. Cause,
I just got myself a new nice wallet! Yeahyuuurrrr.
Good night now humans.

Bye.

2011-05-20T21:37:00.003+08:00

Good night bah.

Stop the world.

2011-05-20T21:21:00.003+08:00

Hellloooo! My, 1st week of college was a variety of feelings. Like, how exciting it was to go back to school and study again then there's the awkward silence between the students, the sometimes really sleepy moments in class and the times where I kept looking at the clock. Gosh. Although there was some boring parts of some of the subs, I'd say it's been a good 1st week of college. Can't wait for something sparkly to happen. When I said sparkly, I meant.. Something amazing. So, yeah. Everyone is going back to school. Some has been there for quite some time and some are wanting to come back to kk. I don't mind being in a situation where there's no parents close by and I get to roam around with a new bunch of people. It'll be interesting. Of course I'll be homesick but well, we gotta go independent sooner or later! Basically, it's all crap about college and stuff tonight. Hahaha. For now, I gotta say, business studies is quite interesting and easier than the rest of the subs. But.. I guess it's too early to judge. So, we'll just wait and see. Everytime I'm in class, I get these visions where I'm gonna get a 4.0GPA for my final examination this September. Haha. Wow, wouldn't that be grand? Hahaha. A girl can dream eh. Anyways, Jasper is in the Philippines for his competition. The only thing to say is.. Can you bring back Jericho Rosales for me? Hahahahaha. Jokinggg. Yeahhh. I guess that's all for tonight.. Oh! I seriously need to work out. My goal is to have that dream body. For example, that chick who rides on a motorbike in I am number 4. Holy moly. It may take some time and a whole lot of determination but.. I'll get it. Haahahahaha. Kunun. Emerald, we're in this to win it huh?? Hahaha.
Till death do us part.

10 days.

2011-05-19T19:05:00.001+08:00

He's in Manila now. Boohoo. :(
Btw, will blog tomorrow! :)

When the world treats you way too badly.

2011-05-16T22:35:00.001+08:00

Think of me when you're out there. I'll beg you nice on my knees.

Dum dum di di dum.

2011-05-11T23:50:00.003+08:00

Don't judge me.
I get vain sometimes. Deal with it.
HEHEHEHEHEHE.

Orientation.

2011-05-11T23:37:00.002+08:00

Orientation was alright. Met a new friend. Real sweet gal :)
Anyways, got my books and it's amazing how I only have to study 4 subs. And the Subjects are not so bad.. Some legal studies, english, business studies and microeconomics. Not really into business but.. Yeah. It's compulsory. Also, they have this camp activity thing that all of us have to attend tomorrow and Friday. Let me tell you guys a lil somethin', I'm kind of a balloon popper when it comes to activities and games especially when it comes to people who I don't know. Gahhhhhh!
So, enough about me! How did you guys do? Gosh, feels so weird that everyone's going their own separate ways. Time flies, uh huh, that's right.
Emerald's here for the night! Woohoo! Girl's night in! :)
Dental appointment tomorrow. Not excited AT ALL.
Nights :)

Let's not start a riot.

2011-05-10T21:58:00.003+08:00

Those who gossip with you, will gossip about you.

Feelin' lamer as I get older.

2011-05-10T21:47:00.002+08:00

Hello! So, tomorrow will be my orientation. Not so psyched about it though I did buy a new cardigan just to go with my singlet for tomorrow's outfit. Also, still thinkin' if I should wear heels or just flats. I can't believe I'm in a fashion dilemma just for the orientation. Hopefully, I'll be able to make friends, at least one in the same class. Wouldn't wanna feel left out. Though, I know we won't be talking in the same way as I do with my friends and family. I just know that it'll be hard for them to understand me.. As we all know, my chinese ain't that good but it ain't horrific either. I might pretend for a bit that I don't know how to speak chinese and when I hear anyone talking behind my back in chinese, I'll turn around and give them the stare and introduce myself in chinese. How bout that? Hahahahahaa. Gotta make this last week as fun and useful of my only freedom time as well as possible! Love ya guys.
Peace.

Happy Belated Momma's Day!

2011-05-09T21:17:00.002+08:00

Hello fellow people who are as confused and stressed out as I am to decide about what we're planning to do with our future. Oh also, hi people who are just feeling fine :)
Sigh. I know i've not been faithful to my blog. There I am posting statuses on FB and stalking people and catching up with the news and updating twitter and stalking celebs but abandoning my bloggie :( How could you Ashley?
Sometimes, I just get so lazy. It's been nearly 6 months since I've last gotten my brain to operate for a good cause and finally I've found a college called Pine and thankfully it's a college that provides law and is in KK. So yeah. Been busy but lazy most of the time. I should really use em to fill up my blog. To those who stopped by and gained nothing, I'm truly sorry. For those who came by to see if I've ditched on someone or ditched on you, well. My apologies. Also, wrong timing. Haha. Btw, I'm going to miss all my free time hanging out with the girls and the guy and also doing nothing useful at all.
Hello college life,
goodbye old times :(
p.s. I wish you all the luck for your future! Do whatever counts in your life!
Good night loves.

We had magic.

2011-04-30T14:39:00.002+08:00

You'll regret it but it's too late. How can I ever trust you again?

Insomnia happens.

2011-04-09T00:44:00.004+08:00

Hello there mates. This happens to be my wall of unfinished stuffs.. So far, it looks pretty good but it'll be better when it's filled with more crap. Haha. My gosh, tonight was hectic. People kept on coming in continuosly. It was a non-stop moving system for all the floor staffs from 7pm till 10.30pm. I was so tired I wouldn't mind sleeping on the floor. Ugh, thinking back, that thought was kinda disgusting. Weeee. So, I still haven't made up my mind on whether I want to go the reunion meeting with the fellow Amanahs' at yoyo tomorrow. I mean, to be honest, I don't think 15% of the whole population of only 48 peeps would be attending. I'm mean but it's true. I'd die if I went and no one showed up. We should make reunions 10 years after and not only 4 months after. Nothing much has changed, if you know what I mean. Boy, I sure say that a lot. Weeeee. I need to bath. You must be thinking, "It's friggin' 1 in the morning and she's not taken her bath yet?! Ewwwwww. G-rosss!". If I hadn't got my period and I wasn't this tired, I would feel a lil offended but right now, I don't really give a ____.
Feel free to fill in da blanks! :D
Good night.
Back to looking deep into the universe.

When Period strikes, I tend to strike at people.

2011-04-08T00:45:00.002+08:00

Why hello there. My, time passes real quickly. Seems like yesterday I first heard that famous hit by Rebecca Black. That Friday song. Haha. It's funny how it's not literally killing everyone. I mean, if I had the guts to make a song that simple and kinda stupid, (In a good way of course. No offence to all you Black fans out there) :D I certainly would since it landed her an outrageous number of 86 million and more views on youtube in just a month I guess? I gotta give her props. Having friends who dances weird in vids could be a big bonus huh? Haha. Anyways, enough of that. I got really tired while working just now and I blame it on..
Hadn't had my dinner. I'm kinda wanting to have that 'top model body or maybe just megan fox's will do' type of thing going on if you know what I mean. Yep, life's pretty hectic.
See that picture above all this crap? Haha. Ena did my make-up. Isn't is pretty? You ain't gonna get nothing if you had experiences working in body shop! Woohoo!
I now have my personal stylist. Be jealous.

Through it all, he offers me protection.

2011-04-06T18:31:00.005+08:00

Hey guys! It's my off day today. Spent time with Ena and Cindy. Well, by spending time, I meant lazing around. Really intriguing.. If you know what I mean. Sigh, the weather these past few days have been pretty wicked. It's no wonder my sore throat isn't getting better since last week. Anyways, got my period today so I could use that as an excuse to why I'm being so lazy. Yeah, I guess that's just about it for today. Adios people.

I may hide under covers but I bite. Hard.
Muahahahahaahahaha.

No idea.

2011-04-05T02:04:00.003+08:00

How I wish I was a kid agin. Wishes, smishes. Anywhoooo!
In less than two weeks, I am going to be jobless, again. I am going to be in heaps of trouble. No news from National Service, no idea on where to proceed my further studies. I feel all crappy and I happen to have a big loss of brain cells over these past few months. Even my English is retarded. Can it get any clueless?! Gah. Help me. I don't know if I'm ready to go back to school and the thought of earning my own money for the 1st time in 18 years has given me the opportunity to be independent for once. Andd... I kinda don't wanna lose that feeling. Sigh. So much to think about yet so little time. Btw, is form 6 any good? Suggestions please! If yes, I might go to All Saints for form 6. Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. It's not good to be confused at 2am. Hectic, no?
Good night fellow confusemen.

1st attempt on a April Fool's Day.

2011-04-02T00:44:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps! Just a lil somethin' somethin' to share with you guys. This was the bloopers to the real video on Facebook that was posted by Ena. I'm just gonna post this one here for fun. Sooo, enjoy. Sigh. Seriously, all I do now is wake up, eat, watch tv, sleep, wake up and get ready for work. That's the cycle of my life. Therefore, nothing interesting happened. Well, there are some few personal stuff but nah, wouldn't wanna share em out here eh?
Good night hopes and dreams.

Who do you think you are?

2011-03-31T00:47:00.000+08:00

Now you lost the love I love the most.

Why now?

2011-03-28T10:26:00.002+08:00

Hey hey. Sigh. I have to have the habit to be able to blog daily and not just when I feel like it. Hahaha. So, how was everyone's weekend? Mine was just alright. Sailors' hosted a private function for the 3rd time and it was kinda cool for me to have seen it at least once. I was pretty psyched I was off yesterday. So psyched that I got sick and I might not even go to work today. Sad isn't it. My body aches really bad and my throat is having a war with whatever chemicals. So, the era of waiting and being utterly paranoid about our SPM results has officially ended. Mine was just alright. Like I said, no complaints. Gosh, I said I wanna continue studying but it's like I'm not ready. I wanna have fun first :(

Rofl Rofl Lmao.

2011-03-24T11:10:00.002+08:00

Gaaahhhhh. It's all over FB. Everyone's talking about results. Sigh. Past is past. We can't change the fact that we did just okay and not brilliant in the past. Lets all be thankful. Besides, there are more education experiences in the future that we have to face. To all my fellow friends who have gotten what they deserve, straight A's, 8A's and all the other A's. Congratulations! I'm now officially your ultimate fan. To everybody who are satisfied and happy with their results, I'm happy for you guys. :) For those who are wondering what my results are.. Well, I did okay. No regrets although I could've done better. Have a awesome future ahead of you. It does not stop here. God bless!

Results.

2011-03-22T12:58:00.002+08:00

So tomorrow is the big day. Or shall I say dooms day. SPM results, I don't know why I'm not feeling scared or nervous. Is that kind of a bad thing? Oh, and to make it all worse, I dreamt that I failed my Chemistry and Add Maths. How fascinating. Hahaha. Anyways, through all these hardships and uncertainty, there comes a point where we'll always strive forward in life. So, no matter the result, bad or good. I'd still get to continue with life. Yes, that's what my dad said. :)
I would like to wish everybody Good luck and all the best in tomorrow's results!

Tidak stress pun..

2011-03-18T12:34:00.002+08:00

Jerawat o jerawat, kenapa kau muncul sekarang ah? Haih. The acne on my face has gotten worse. They just keep on poppin' out, period or not! Grrrrrr.
P.s. Nice blog doug! :)

Baby, you're a challenge.

2011-03-15T20:46:00.002+08:00

4 in the morning and we're all saying FAYEAH. Sigh. It's my offday today which is awesome. I gotta get away from all the so called drama that has been going around in Sailors'. It's good to lay back a bit. So, how have you guys been doing? Life has been pretty boring lately. There's no excitement. I asked my mum if I could dye my hair brown, she went &over my dead body'. And I was like, why???? She responded 'don't grow up too fast'. Sigh. Audrey, didn't you dye your hair when you were 18? Haha. My friends said PLKN was amazingly fun. I guess, it's not so bad after all. Toodles hot poodles. Okay, that was lame. Ciao!

You lost me.

2011-03-12T10:39:00.002+08:00

It's a beautiful night, we're looking for something dumb to do. Hey baby, I don't know what to think of you.Work has been boring and stressful. People there are just so materialistic and fake. Sigh. It's a saturday and I have no idea what to do with my time.. It's really tragic. Not. So, there's this feeling of losing and emptiness in me. It's like, when I want to be happy, something poison comes back to me. I'm thinking, when it'll be my day? I sometimes wish I could leave this place for a bit. Explore the world and do stuff. On my own of course. Have a little me time. Anyways, not really in the mood for blogging but I really wanna keep this thing alive so bear with me. Happy Lent season everyone! :)
p.s. My prayers are with you Japan.

Tired.

2011-03-10T00:54:00.002+08:00

Happy belated Ash Wednesday people :) I feel really uneasy for not attending mass as I know it's a really important date. Sigh. Will go to the grotto at SHC tomorrow! Hopefully it won't rain. So, Cindy and I went to megalong Donggongon just now and I gotta say, clothes there are pretty cool and cheap! Most of em are 10 bucks which is reasonable. It may be a place for the unlimited breed, If you know what I mean. But it's a decent place. Just got paid and obviously we went shopping. One shop after the other but didn't buy much cause I just have to resist the temptation! Gah. Happy with what I bought though! Haha, you must be wondering, why megalong? Uhh, cause it's the closest to home. My options are limited and a decision has to be done. Anyways, been thinking about a lot of stuff lately and what I really want to get over with now is.. Well.. SPM results. Bummer. So yeah, just got back from work and I need a break. Good night loves.

Glee inspires.

2011-03-08T02:03:00.002+08:00

I'm totally obsessed with Glee. I could watch em on repeat without hesitating. I wish I had the opportunity to form a similar club if I'm still in high school that inspires students to sing and dance as freely as they want.. Music is the key to the heart. Yeah, judging from tonight's post, I bet you could tell I had a glee marathon. Well, you got that right! And I wish I could do it all over again but time is being a spoil sport. Also, it's pretty late. Oh btw, watched the Black Swan and it was.. Epic. I mean, I didn't really understand it at first but it came around towards the middle stage of the movie and I gotta say, it's a deep movie. It's a no brainer why Natalie Portman won best actress at the Oscars. Not an easy task for one to be the white and the black swan at the same time. Hats off to you, miss Portman. Anywhoo, gotta run. 1st day of my period and it is one heck of a pain! Good night fellow homos. :)

Cause when a heart breaks, they don't breakeven.

2011-03-06T15:13:00.002+08:00

I'm guessing they call it lazy sundays for no reason. And look at the weather. By golly, it's literally forcing me to take a nap. Also, the darkness of my room really describes how I feel. Sad and empty. Haha. Wait, did I went all emo a few seconds ago? That rarely happens but oh well. Anyways, work is less than 2 hours. Lazyness has taken over me. Period is also striking anytime soon now. So when I have all these different type of mood swings, it kinda loses my sense of humor. I mean, come on, laughter is a must on a daily basis. So, care to make me laugh? Anyone? Haha. See you guys around!

Painted the town a ligt red.

2011-03-04T16:58:00.003+08:00

Hey guys! I just turned 18! Oh gosh. Time flies. I guess this is how it feels to be an dult. Well, nearly an adult. I just showed my student card yesterday at the cinema to get a discount! Haha. Anyways, look what I've got! Isn't it pretty?? :) thanks to ma girl, Ena. So yeah, thanks to each and everyone of you for making this birthday a memorable one. Your wishes have certainly been the highlight of my day. God bless you all!
Much love.

Worry is my middle name.

2011-03-01T23:49:00.001+08:00

Can someone please take this eery feeling away?

Loves!

2011-02-28T00:34:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday Dad! Woohoo! Still young at heart! :D Much love! :)

Don't do nothin' much at all.

2011-02-28T00:17:00.007+08:00

Just some random picturess again. Haha. I know the last picture is just amazing. And that ginger looks like a hand. So it high-fived my cousin. And there was an eggplant that looks like a 'J'. Weee. :)
Btw, when the heck is SPM result coming out? Stop the rumors! Grrrr. *bites.

Drive.

2011-02-26T01:06:00.004+08:00

Just pictures of what I did this morning folks. And yes, I was in the car, most of the time. Thus, pictures of the insides of the car. *yawn.
Good night lovely people.
P.s. Please make today a better day, Amen.

It's a win win situation.

2011-02-25T01:33:00.002+08:00

Work was kinda good tonight. Had good people and a lot of familiar faces coming into the cafe. Which is good. Also, I had a good laugh and a growing bond with the staffs of Sailors'. All in all, it's getting better :)
Sometimes I wish I could go back to being jobless again but then I would have to be broke and that kinda sucks. So, yeah. My gosh, this is some boring crap huh. Haha. By the way, farting is good for the health. So don't be afraid to fart away! :D
Night loves.

I need my back bone.

2011-02-24T01:18:00.002+08:00

Katy Perry said, she knew a place where the grass is really greener. But why don't I know one? Haha. I'm so random. Sometimes I have lots to say and sometimes I just don't. Bloggling comes pretty handy when you wanna crap a lot. So, how are you guys? Been good? How's life after the big Exam? Months of pure boredom. Even when I'm working I'm bored. It's just a phase that we have to go through. To be honest though, I kinda miss studying. Well, only certain subjects of course. One thing's for sure, I don't miss Add Maths at all. Weeeeeee!
By the way, the dramas have gotten me and my friends delusional. I mean, come on! Where are all the gentlemen? Why aren't there any for us? Boohoo. I want a stress free zone and I know one place that could get me away from all my troubles.. My loving bed :) And my time for dreaming. Who couldn't agree more?
I! :D
Have a chillaxing night. Yes, I'm aware of the time and I need to wash off my mascara. Good night :)
Adios!

Everyday chillin'.

2011-02-23T01:08:00.002+08:00

Drama, please go away. Fun, come to me! Sigh.
Anywayssssss, my birthday is coming soon! Muahahahahahahaha! Well, at least that's something to look forward to. As for now, yawn*, time to hit the sack. Peace out guys and gals! :)

Breakdown.

2011-02-21T19:50:00.001+08:00

OMG. SPM results.
INTENSE.

Everyone lies but not all are good actors.

2011-02-21T02:13:00.003+08:00

Hey guys. Haven't been blogging well cause I've been so tired and busy lately. Bummer. So, I'm off today! Weeee. Another rest day at home. Just like school on a friday. That sort of relief. Anyways, a lot of dramas have been goin' around and I have no idea how to solve them if everyone is acting so childish and annoying. Sighhhh. People, promise me. When you lie, please be a good one. I mean, at least try to convince a person that you're telling the truth. Really, extremely and ultimately ridiculous. -.-
So, okay. Enough of crappy stuff, now I know I have not been posting any vids lately. I think the last one was before I had my braces which was in October. Yeaaahhh, this is a vid that I did with my cousin, Cindy and my homie, Jinder.
Let's fly.

vanilla Ice-cream.

2011-02-19T20:08:00.002+08:00

Yum. I know my title makes you drool. Haha. Anyways, today I felt really tired. I must promise myself to have enough sleep tonight!