ADC.

So what's new with you? Well, I sure have tons to say over the past 'incidents' that has happened. I'm not sure where to begin. It's like every wretched thought that comes across my mind is being compressed into one and I just can't absorb it all properly. It's disturbing and I find it extremely disproportionate. But anyhoo, I've come to the realization that sometimes a person who is so smart can be the most dumbest person altogether. It frightens me, how high your ego can reach and how you're capable of putting everything aside just to cover up the mess that actually, you did not do. It's a matter of simplicity. Leave him and all will be good. I have to say, for someone who shows strength and wisdom, you're losing your mind over something so wrong. Another question comes to mind, how can something so simple end up being a total cause of havoc? Simple, because you decided to do what everybody hope you would avoid. It's like a game to you. No matter how many people you've talked to, you're still gonna breeze right through it like you don't have a choice. Newsflash baby, there's always a choice and if you're smart enough, you could make the right one. That one choice where you don't have to face any regrets with in the future. Don't you know that your family will always be here for you no matter what the situation is? They're always ready to welcome you back with open arms but there you are in the corner, thinking that by pushing everyone away, everyone who are related to me would make the past forgettable. I hate to break it down to you but it doesn't change a thing and if you're too blind to see that then all I can say is, I feel sorry for you. Hell, who I am to say such things to you right? Firstly, I'm younger, secondly, you've practically used an over-sharpened chainsaw to cut our family ties. Nevertheless, we have our rights to speak our mind and I'm speaking mine through words and through my own thoughts. I can't help but to feel dissatisfied after all the heartaches you've caused to each and everyone who were once so close to you, people who you once proudly referred to as family. I'm in no order to judge you as a human being because I, myself have made mistakes but that will not stop me from feeling angry towards you. If this is what karma feels like, then I best say that you deserve it. I've supported you and will always do just not for this marriage. Forgive me Lord but as they say blood will always be thicker than water. In this case it's probably diluted and I'm guessing you feel the same. You may not have my family's blessings but I assumed you have everything planned out and I hope one day we will never come to the knowledge of you regretting whatever could be fixed at this moment because as of now, I've lost respect for you. You may not give a damn but I know deep inside you, you're uncertain and unaware of what could happen. As much as I hate bringing this up, it is you I've been so confused about.