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Ash. 19. I prefer simplicity.
"Life has always been a huge roller coaster ride for me and now I'm really getting tired of it. I just wanna put everything down and let go."
Music is basically the food to my soul. Literally.

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Friday, January 20, 2012

Has it ever occurred to you that the words "If only" and "Only if" has two different meanings? I mean I'm not trying to be a master of words and vocabulary here but it's just a thought. So, what's new? Well, I gotta say, yesterday could be one of the most exciting days for me. I did a photo shoot with my friends Ena and Vadee but I won't be spilling out any further details just yet. Let's just say, it was fun and a I learned a lot. You could say that I had a good experience. No doubt that there were totally ups and downs this week but I'm still here, still breathing and living and I've come to a realization that, that's all that matters. Like my dad said, there will always be obstacles in life but that's what makes it interesting and at the same time makes us stronger. Yes, wise words indeed. I kinda hate the fact that I'm shallow minded. Well not entirely, just in my case, like individually and also hate the fact that I worry too much. I mean come on, I'm turning 19 in less than two months! Parents just gotta give me some space and freedom right? It's not like I'll be 19 forever. Which is ironic, I thought about the same thing when I was 17 but at that moment, I wish it would last forever. 2010 was such a good year and I know reminiscing about it won't change the fact that I'm here now, in front of my laptop in the present and feeling utterly useless since I've not been doing anything productive lately. Like today, all I did was lie in bed and watch a whole load of episodes of Pretty Little Liars. Although I'm saving those two recent episodes of The Vampire Diaries for later. So yeah, you can say that I'm a lazy ass who is amazingly broke and who is boyfriend-less. Boohoo. Still, 2012 has just begun and I've got a feeling that major things will happen. So keep your fingers crossed cause you'll never know.
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