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Ash. 19. I prefer simplicity.
"Life has always been a huge roller coaster ride for me and now I'm really getting tired of it. I just wanna put everything down and let go."
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Friday, January 8, 2010

Surprisingly, for me, it doesn't feel like Friday today. It seems like it just turned into one complicated dooms day. Will i be able to handle the pressure? Like my sister said, I will never be ready. And that's what creeps me out. The fact that i'll never be ready is just well. off. Only time will tell. Sigh. Well, school has been okay for the first week. I am just so glad that it came to an end. The first week i mean. Everyday is just the same, I just can't wait to go home. But time is scary so, I might as well drop it. SPM this year eh? Wow. Watching the new form 1 students walking and looking around the school makes me reminisce back on when i was in form 1. Can you imagine how time passes? Wandering and feeling insecure and scared but at the same time happy that you've come to the pint that you're in high school and you get to make new friends and be cool. Haha, those days were great i must admit. But now, We rule the school since we know every corner, every price of the food in the canteen, every student favorite hangout places and which teachers are strict and which teacher gives less homework. Yes, I must say, those type of teachers makes me happy. :) Oh and also, who acts like a bitch and who tries so hard to fit in. Yeah yeah. Been through, done that. That was me way back then. Not saying that I'm all good and gracious now. Just pondering back on how things were way back then in 06. So, dear fellow form one's, Good luck! High school is gonna be fun :) So, moving on. I've decided to drop Accounts since it's hard. Sis, don't hate me. Dad gave me the green light. Yes, that was a relief. So, less a subject to worry about. Which is good. Sometimes, less is good. So yeah, just the beginning of 2010, already things have become pretty complicated. I guess, i just have to deal with it the right way. Right? I need support for this cause I can't think straight. There's too much in my mind. I don't know where to start and every time I think about it i feel like crying but the tears won't come out cause I can't think of a lot of things at one time. But, i bet things will get better. Oh yeah! Can't wait for CNY! 1 week holiday! WOOHOO! Family, babies, food, MONEY. haha. mmmmmmmm, the greatness of festive seasons. :) 1+ month away! By golly, that'll just take a while. What I wanted to do was write a LONG post on how my year 09 went. But oh well, I just couldn't think now so prob next time eh? I can't believe that stupid just left without saying goodbye! ugh! Have to repay that! apa kawan org beberapa minit saja oh! Mulau owh! Kin panas! huhu. Sa ingat ada way ni malam. hahaha. Yeah, well. Sometimes, the truth has to wait. So, cheers and good night readers. I would like to wish you a Happy New Year once again.
p.s. IS it true that some churches in KL has been burnt down? :/
p.p.s. Happy Belated birthday to my awesome cousin Cassie and Norbert and Happy belated 17th Birthday to my BFF Deanna Maria. And a happy birthday to my friend Andy Paul. :) Best wishes always and God Bless.
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