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If life was a battlefield, I'd be the one living.
Ash. 19. I prefer simplicity.
"Life has always been a huge roller coaster ride for me and now I'm really getting tired of it. I just wanna put everything down and let go."

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Music is basically the food to my soul. Literally.

Please stay, I don't bite.

Monday, August 31, 2009

Extremely and utterly.

Let's party tonight! Weeeeeeeeee.

5:04 PM

WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Your shit don't bother me no more.
Anyways, Nadia and I worked it off. We bitched. She hates me. I dislike her. But then, the results always end the same. We kinda CARE. So yeah, hope you know that i'll always love you though we may not be entirely friends anymore. But that's okay. Maybe in the future we can.
Come closer, i have something to tell you.
My sister and her Bf came over last night all the way from New Zealand to surprise us!
My, my. I must say, it WAS a good surprise. Maybe i can work this out after all. =)
Till then, hope you all have a good evening.

4:17 PM

Sunday, August 30, 2009

chirp chirp chirp.

Bite me. Oh boy, I am a sucker.
Went to City mall earlier today to buy KFC for dinner. Yum. Probably not going to Church today since dad's not here. Anyways, i got meself a book. I sempat lari atas to go to the Popular bookstore to get one. As emerald would describe me, I am a bookworm. Gosh, I've been buying books non-stop and i always tell myself that this will be the last. Hmm, Maybe not this time. I bought a book by Louise Candlish "I'll be there for you".

It's really pretty. I have this bad bad habit where i tend to look at pretty covers and go ga ga over it. I do believe that one must not judge a book by its cover but i can't help it. They're pretty. =). Well, yeah. That's all for today. School on Tuesday. GREAT. Can't wait. I might as well prepare a cardboard that says "Im a Failure" and wear it around my neck all the time. So people won't ask me about my results. That would probably shut them up.
Till then, Sunny sunday.
Literally.

3:28 PM

Saturday, August 29, 2009

Bored bah. Sigh.

I hate this part. But. Whats your name?
Ashley Debbie Chong.

Don't you just love Panic at the Disco?
Yeah.

Have you seen a Nightmare Before Christmas?
Yep.

Are they any song lyrics that describe how you feel, at this very second?
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out.

Country Music...do ya love it or hate it?
Love it.

So, why exactly are you doing this survey?
Cause i'm bored. =(

Do you like to instant message?
Sure. all the time.

What are your opinions on Spongebob?
Awesome.

Is there someone that you just flat-out hate?
No. yes. no. yes. no. yes. no. I ran out of petals. So, no.

Do you plan on moving out of your parents house when you turn 18?
Haha. I don't know. Let the future tell.

Whats your favorite State?
NZ. Aus. Can.

Are you in Love?
Totally. love drunk.

Are you disgusted by feet?
not really.

Have you ever kissed someone more than 10 times in a row?
No.

Do you love music?
i'd die without it.

Do you look on photobucket for good quotes?
unfortunately, no.

Got any obsessions?
The All American Rejects and Demi Lovato's songs.

Have you ever been in love?
=)

Are you any good at math?
NO.

Do you have a favorite pair of jeans?
yes.

Are you listening to anything right now?
Falling apart.

Are you what I would call a Myspace addict?
No Myspace.

Do people's typos bother you?
Not really. I take it as a challenge to figure out what they're saying.

Have you ever been so happy, that you thought you were dreaming?
Yeah, What a dream. *poof*

Whos your best friend?
=(.

What high school do/did/ you go to?
Kota Kinabalu High School.

Do really care about peoples feelings?
Shocking to most people, i do.

Katy Perry: Musical Genius or Lip Syncing Diva?
Musical Genius. No doubt.

Me and my friends love llamas. Whats your favorite animal?
Dogs, Cats. Can i say The whole animal kingdom?

Who makes you happiest?
No particular person. everyone makes me happy. =)

Do you paint your nails?
Seldom.

Are you on a crappy computer?
Nope. Not now.

Do you know who Old Gregg is?
Nope.

Have you ever been afraid to tell someone that you like/love them?
Yeah. Long time ago.

Do acronyms hurt your feelings?
Yeah. i guess.

Dont you hate it when people talk "lyk dis, cuzz ! m s00 c00 d@g"?
Haha. Ena is my dawg. So, no.

Any songs stuck in your head right now?
Yup.

Can you play any instruments?
Guitar only =(

You're on an island, you can only bring one person. Who will it be?
I seriously don't know. I can't choose!

Dont you just love tinkerbell?
YES.

What religion are you?
Roman Catholic.

Got any plans for the weekend?
Sadly, no.

Are you what we call a flirt?
Haha. i don't think so.

What was the song of your summer?
Thunder. =) A lot actually. Esp AAR songs.

Is this the best year of your life?
Fuck.

Are you a band geek?
No. But i don't mind being one.

Do you brush your teeth daily?
Duh.

Can you look at something, and then think of someone?
Sure.

Have you ever wanted to just curl up in a ball and die?
Yes. When i'm having my period.

Whats your all-time favorite memory?
Friends. Laughter and happiness. No shits. Just Flowers.

Someone randomly walks up to and says "Do you love me?" what do you say?
Sure. =)

Are the Beatles amazing or what?
Definitely.

Is there someone that can break your heart by only saying a few words?
Yes. Im a puny.

Are there any songs that have the ability to make you cry?
Yeah. Again, Im a puny.

Is rap lame or what?
Nooo. It's cool.

Hello to the rightful owner of this survey, i am sorry i copied it from you. It so happens that i was reading your blog and this survey happens to be there. Oh, and it so happens that i was extremely out of the world bored so i took it. =)
I hope you don't mind.
Well, gonna go hang out with my ma now.
so long and Good night.

8:41 PM

203. Who's counting?

i read your blog Merald. People may not say things about it but i bet they read it and go oooooh. So yes, people do read it. Cause it's awesome. =).
Hmmm, there's that feeling again. That feeling of reality kicking me in the stomach. I have not overcome my fears and certainly have not finished my business. I just hate that feeling. I hope it goes by swiftly and out of my thoughts forever. hmm.
Bye bye kakak. :(.
will miss you.

8:26 PM

Tell me all that you've thrown away.

1:21 PM

bla bla bla.

All is forgiven but nothing forgotten.

12:59 PM

They say they say they say.

They say to think positive of others, think of them as kind hearted people. Forget their flaws and think of their goodness. Erase those dark memories and move on to the next stage where you forget everything but remember only the good ones. That's what they all say and surprisingly that's what i'll do. These dramas and all may not end for you but it ended for me. Oh, and they also said that people CAN change. So, why don't you give me a try for attempting to change? Sorry for saying something that might have burst your bubbles. But can't it be for somebody else?
Bitch Slut Bitch Slut Bitch Slut Bitch Slut Bitch Slut
It does take some bitch slash slut to call me one right? Does that mean i don't have to feel at all sad?
I am someone i would never have imagined.
A secret.
A dream.
Body and soul.
Burn me.
Drown me.
Tell me lies.
I will still be who i am.

11:38 AM

Thursday, August 27, 2009

Happy birthday Sharvine dolly.

Enjoy,enjoy.

8:37 PM

Edited.

Freeze the time!
I don't want to go back to school and look at your edited face. Ugh. Well, holidays been great so far. I was occupied most of the time. Thanks for those who shared those fun moments with me and thanks to the aunty at the Donggonggon Librabry who helped me with my library card. I owe you lots aunty. You're really kind. May God bless you. Weeeee. I know i've not been blogging properly but i will soon! and pictures will be posted too. =). See you tots real soooooon.

8:29 PM

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

yawn.

Update you say? Haha, i will soon. Now it's time to hit the sack. Night loves.

12:38 AM

Sunday, August 23, 2009

too late to find.

When darkness turns to light, it ends tonight.

1:01 AM

Friday, August 21, 2009

pictures that will blow your mind. Like, omygosh.