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Sunday, May 31, 2009
moginums, moginums. happy harvest festival or well known for the sabahans, kotobian tadau tagazo do kaamatan. =) i went to KDCA just now to watch the unduk ngadau as my cousin was joing it. she's representing Sandakan. unfortunately, she did not get into the semi-finals. so yeah, it's okay, we don't need to join these pageants to know we're beautiful. anyways, third went to the popular and pretty miss Penampang, second to DBKK and first went to Papar, who is also famous and pretty. so yeah, it was a very hard decision to make as they were all gorgeous and intelligent. that was the highlight of my day. moving on, i can't believe the excruciating exams i went through for the past 2 weeks are now over. i am so glad the holidays are here. i have lots of things to be done. homework from a month ago hasn't been done. hahhaa. of course, i am not planning to do it now, maybe next week. tomorrow im having this project get together at my place. hope it will work out fine. till then, off to youtube. 7:16 PM
Saturday, May 23, 2009
lambert, always.   adam, i love you, you will sell billions of copies of your 1st coming album and your song will hit number 1 at the top 100 charts. and by next year, you will have a grammy. losing doesn't mean you're not successful, show them who's boss. besides, i love gays, bis. whatever. kris allen,i love you too,but you just remind me of someone annoying. fly high. exams are crazy, hard, annoying. grrrrrrrrrr. today is rest day. off to sleep. just hope i pass. =)) p.s. you can sit beside me when the world comes down. 5:30 PM
Saturday, May 16, 2009
it's difficult to study on a friday and cloudy saturday. .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg)  .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) you would think i'd study for now but i didn't and i feel like such a fool. a fool for everything that has been happening and i feel like an idiot for who do i turn to when im down, disappointment can kill us. that's what i got to know recently. anyways, 1st term's examinations are next week and here i am blogging. how smart of me. i never thought i would cut out to be a genius. so yeah, went to the library after school yesterday with nadia, kim & bart. it was okay i guess. lots of laughter less studying. but what the heck, at least i got to finish 1 chapter of Sejarah and 2 chapters of Bio. not bad. not bad at all. it was ass freezing that place, i kept going to the toilet because of the temperature. brrrrrrr, it's cold in there. thank goodness i brought me a baby jacket. it kept me warm enough i guess. at night, ena came to sleep over, i love my friends, they come even though under short notice. =) as i was saying, i actually wanted to study when i came back from the library but i was sooooooooooooooooooo tired and so sleepy i couldn't help it that i fell asleep. whew, so yeah, jec and Cc came over today to 'study'. yeah,we did that but ended up talking when it was nearly time for them to go home. so much for commitment. hehe. well, that's the summary for my friday & saturday. bet yours was not as lame as mine. let's hope it didn't. till then, i know we're gangstas.. 4:09 PM
Monday, May 11, 2009
it's time. it's time to study. it's time to stop goofing around. it's time to be more serioud in my studies. it's time to do my own homework. it's time to be independent. it's time to excercise. it's time to live a healthy life. it's time to save money. it's time to do revisions. it's time to talk less. it's time to stop buying story books. it's time to be a better person. it's time to stop buying records. it's time to stop eating so much. it's time to start buying reference books. it's time to think about the future. lot's of 'it's time' on my list. i just couldn't think of more. you must be thinking if i would really obey these golden rules in life. hah! you're wrong. i can't even open a book and stay looking and scanning through it for less than 1 minute. i get really sleepy. when i said i needed to change and it's time to study, seriously, i need more time. that's what i really need. i can't flunk out on this first semester exam. it's kinda important. haha. just can't wait for the holidays. so, let's just get on with this shit. =) it's time to stop swearing. yeah right. till then! 9:34 PM
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
i wanna, i wanna, i wanna. I never thought that I was so blind I can finally see the truth It's me for you Tonight you can't imagine that I'm by your side 'cause it's never gonna be the truth so far for you But can you hear me say Don't throw me away there's no way out I gotta hold you somehow I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch you you wanna touch me too Everyday, but all I have is time Our love's the perfect crime I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch you you wanna touch me too every way and when they set me free Just put your hands on me Take everything that I know you'll break and I give my life away so far to you Can you hear me say don't throw me away There's no way out I gotta hold you somehow I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch you You wanna touch me too Everyday, but all I have is time Our love's the perfect crime I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch you You wanna touch me too Every way and when they set me free Just put your hands on me Bridge: Tonight I see it's just another day without you That I can't sleep I give it away, away all for you too Hear me say, don't throw me away There's no way out I gotta hold you somehow All I wanna do is touch you Chorus Repeat school sucks. i don't know why. too much problems and just too much thoughts. i should put them far far away. time to study and take every subject seriously. it's just so hard to concentrate when a bunch of retards are sitting around me. i went to Nadia's house today to do physics and addmaths. oh, i did a bit of Sejarah too. i gave up after the second question though because i got fed up of writing long long answers. it's like answering a composition. Die. oh yeah, that's the lyrics to the song 'i wanna' by the all american rejects. it's awesome. for now, im addicted to it. so, go listen to it. you won't regret. by the way. i can't finish PA cause there's millions to write aboutt. i am just so lazy to continue. besides, there's the quiz thing tomorrow, which i will fail. nevermind, at least i tried my best. as for the auditions, congratulations nana=) you should be happy. im so glad for you. though i didn't get in. which i would be ecstatic if i did, i thought i would be way more disappointed thati didn't get in. but there's just that positive thought. maybe it's for the best. maybe it's not meant to be. maybe that dream or fantasy of being able to play thinking of you acoustic on stage with that floral dress my mum bought me and that pink vincci high heels i would wear to make myself feel confident and that one flower clip emerald gave me for my birthday to put on my "planned" curly hair and that oh so gorgeous blue skylark guitar that joannest will borrow me for that special night, where i would play and everyone watching like a hawk scanning for fish in the river. like a said, only a dream. oh well, maybe next time eh? there's always gonna be another mountain, im always gonna wanna make it move. till then. 8:48 PM
Saturday, May 2, 2009
that's what you get for waking up in vegas. just came back from Keningau. very tiring and the most irritating news is, i havent done any homework. ugh. by the way, happy 17th birthday to cousin Louis. god bless. till then, have i told you i love katy perry? well, i do. 5:39 PM
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