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If life was a battlefield, I'd be the one living.
Ash. 19. I prefer simplicity.
"Life has always been a huge roller coaster ride for me and now I'm really getting tired of it. I just wanna put everything down and let go."
Music is basically the food to my soul. Literally.

Please stay, I don't bite.
Tuesday, February 24, 2009



omg, kim's laptop is annoying me, i don't know, it's too pretty. tut. hahaha, well, she's not here for the moment so i have this as my only chance to use it. muahahahaha. i wish i have one which is equally functional as hers.anyways, the pictures was taken from kim's folder, don't marah ah. wakaka. i like the forest picture a lot. it's cool. and well, what's with the giraffe? it symbolizes the word tall and well, that's what im wishing to be=D oh, shut up. haha. oh no, that's not what i wanted to talk about.
MY BIRTHDAY PARTY IS IN DAYS TIME.
i am totally nervous about it. everyone and everything is making me nervous, but i promise myself that i will not jinx it. i don't want to be excited! but nearly everyone i invited is going out this week to buy hawaiian clothing and presents. aww, i feel so, so. umm, don't wanna get excited. omygosh, im doomed. i saw madeline's party pictures and i was like, woah! no way can i beat that. it was totally fun and people boozing and dancing around. not my type of fun but well you know, at least other people HAD FUN. i dont want to compete it's just that the paranoid/excitement/nervousness is getting to me, i felt like past motioning every time someone talks about it or get excited. it's freaking me out. i read kim's post about it and i was like. dude. hahaha. but anyways, i really hope it would turn out to be a blast. enough said, today school was okay. what i meant by okay is when there is fewer homeworks than any other day. i kept yawning and yawning in class today. i bet kim knows the reason=)) so that is how i am going to end my speech. by giving you a hint that i need to sleep now. good night.
p.s. ann, update your freaking blog.
till then,
party people.
3:28 PM

Saturday, February 21, 2009



Saw you walk in to the room
Thought i'd try to talk to you
Babe, am i ever glad you wanted me to
Its been two years to the day
half the time I've been away
I know I'm not there enough
but that's gonna change
cause I'm coming back
to show you that
I'm keeping the promise that i made

When i'm with you
I'll make every second count
cause i miss you, whenever you're not around
when i kiss you
I'll still get butterflies
years from now,
I'll make every second count
when I'm with you

(na na na na na nananananana)
(na na na na na nananananana)

yeah we've had our ups and downs
but we've always worked them out
babe am i ever glad we got this far now
still i'm lying here tonight
wishing i was by your side
cause when i'm not there enough
nothing feels right
so i'm coming back to show you that I'll love you the rest of my life


when i'm with you
I'll make every second count
cause i miss you, whenever your not around
when i kiss you
I'll still get butterflies
years from now
i'll make every second count
when i'm with you
when i'm with you

whatever it takes
im not gonna break the promise i made

when i'm with you
I'll make every second count
cause i miss you

when i'm with you
I'll make every second count
cause i miss you, whenever your not around
when i kiss you
I'll still get butterflies
years from now
i'll make every second count
when i'm with you (na na na na na nananananana)
when i'm with you (na na na na na nananananana)
when i'm with you (na na na na na nananananana)
when i'm with you (na na na na na nananananana)
(nananananana)
(nananananana)
12:52 PM

Friday, February 20, 2009



please, don't remind me. i know i am not a very up to date, schedule person on writing my posts frequently. yes, i have the time, it's just that the mood of wanting to write something always picks on me. so anyways, drama, crisis. tell me, what or whose life has no drama or crisis? it's a common thing, i know. it's just that, i hate having it all the time, it rips up the happiness in me. hahaha. well, yeah. what's the crisis? woah, let's not get too detailed okies. so madeline's frigging 16 birthday is on the same date as a close family friend's wedding. which is pretty annoying. BECAUSE.
i would loooooovvvvvvveeeeeeeee to go to both. fussy? yes, i am. i guess, handing out last minute invitation cards is just a big no no. thank god for my mum for planning everything so well. it's really a drag to miss out on something important and fun at the same time. imagine all my friends hanging out and having a blast once in a while? like, out of school fun? yeah, i wish i could do it. thinking it could be like that at madeline's bday. i guess not then. since i won't be able to cut myself into half. the timing is ssooooo wrong. please don't hate me dearest. not my intention. oh yeah, what's up with those juniors biatches eh? gosh, i can't stand them. pick on someone your own size and level. you're too low for me that i couldn't even reach your head if i bent down. it's time to bow to your highness and go away. far far away so you can meet shrek, which your face, fortunately resembles his cunning features.
8:14 PM

Tuesday, February 17, 2009


"Marry me Juliet you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad you'll pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes"

school was okay today, nothing much. haha, a guy just told me he had a crush on me since i was 14. how cute right? i was flattered. honestly. it was silent and unknown. very mysterious. we can always be friends. no doubts about that at all. movingon, i tend not to blog cause 1 i am soo lazy, 2 i have nothing interesting to talk about, 3 sometimes in life you have to dedicate full time to the guitar, 4 homeworks, revision, yeah, yeah. you thought so huh? HAHA. so, what's the interesting buzz this week? my birthday bash! yes, it may sound lame and boring but i bet it'll be tons and tons better once we're there. so let's not jinx it as Nadia says. well, that's next week's news actually, was too excited to not post about it ASAP. well, what's interesting is, im going to my God mother's daughter's Wedding this Saturday. wanna know something that's really creepy? Kidding! wanna know something that'll make it fun? nadia is going to be there! well yeah, since she's the bride's 1st cousin. haha, obviously. *snort* so yeah, excited about that, haven't thought about what to wear, it's going to be fancy fancy people! it is, you know,
A WHITE WEDDING.
nope, not bragging. nothing like that. hehehe, i'll be seeing you there anyways.
wait, uh-oh. were you invited? =D
till then,
love me, people.
6:54 PM

Sunday, February 15, 2009

1. What is your name : Ashley

2. A four Letter Word : arse

3. A boy's Name : alexander the great

4. A girl's Name : Annelyyn

5. An occupation : assistant manager

6. A color : appelish colour. lol.

7. Something you'll wear : apron.

9. A food : ayam goreng.

10. Something found in the bathroom : amplifiers.

11. A place : Amsterdam.

12. A reason for being late : annoyed.

13. Something you'd shout : Ahole!

14. A movie title : american dreams.

15. Something you drink : apple juice.

16. A musical group : all american rejects.

17. An animal : ant-eater.

18. A street name : acker road.

19. A type of car : ferArri. =D

20. The title of a song : anyone else but you.
8:26 PM

Saturday, February 14, 2009










Happy Valentines Day to all. hope yours will be a blast! hehehee. mine was nice. so anyways, what i hate about today is, 1st, it's a saturday, students are suppose to rest their brains and get enough sleep. but no, the school was eager to see our faces i guess. but it was okay in class. talked a lot. still the same, addmaths is crazy. im crazy. well, let's just say i love addmaths and get it over with. surprisingly, a lot of people didnt came. i guess they had some special place to go to. even so, it made the school 'un-happening' which is extremely BOring. probably about 15 students from my class didint come today. yeah, and they said 1st classes are filled with smartasses that loves to study and comes to school, even on a saturday. i guess, NOT eh? but whatever it is, i had a pretty good day, and thanks to my fellow pal Kimberly on being by my side through it all. to all my friends who didn't come today, can i at least hate you today? Haha, kidding.
happy valentines kiddos.
till then,
me the love spreader. do you feel the love now?
8:02 PM

Wednesday, February 11, 2009




so, i've been doing my homework while listening to my now most favorite female artiste, Katy Perry. my speaker is practically going nuts since i love playing it loud and over and over again. yeah, my homework is not really done actually. biology, haven't started. add maths, no clue. physics. no comment. IT's that bad. for the past 2 days going to school after the CNY holidays and seriously starting on studies, i felt a little pressured and kinda stressed out. yes, the subjects ate half of my brain in a second, so, there's no need on telling how difficult it is. for some reason, i felt immature and disliked by a lot of people. i guess that's what i get back for not liking them in the first place. i wouldn't want to be a tattletale and say all their pretty names in my awesome blog. i'm actually nice on this one. is it because i'm so grown-up and mature now? no, letting go isn't easy they say. but keeping it is no difference either. how stupid and immature of those juniors. they must be thinking what do they have and we don't? well,sister from another mother, i can tell you this, you're actually wasting your time talking shit about us seniors and really, it won't change a thing in life. so i advised you, though not a very good one. to just move on, and get a life. now that's done. i really got to say this. i hate C. VERY MUCH. get out of my life. i wish i didn't have to worry about you reporting on me or telling lies about me. and screw your silly scams. you know what i think? i think your girlfriend is a wild monkey. don't be jealous, you know i'm always on top of you. just think of it this way. in less than 2 years, i wouldn't have to worry about you and you wouldn't have to care and wanting to know about me so much. yes, i know it's a good idea.
listening to thinking of you while writing this stupid post. yeah, it helped me not to go ballistic on every detail or every sentence that was popping out of my head.
and now the lesson's learned. i touched and i was burned.
till then,
beautiful queen bee.
6:06 PM

Monday, February 9, 2009


yes, yes. i haven't been blogging for a while. i guess there just isn't much time for me to do so. or yes, i am lazy. so now, cap goh meh is done and over it. so i guess the gambling marathon is over eh? bummer, back to reality now. have to study. 1st semester test is on its way to attack my much less brain cells and to conquer my awful grades. how i dread going to school. haha. it seems that i have not gotten over my holidays. omygosh. i went out with kim last saturday and i saw katy perry's one of the boys album. boy, was i crushed when i couldnt get to buy it right there and then. i want it very much. badly. i really hope to get it soon though. yeah, watched bride wars. finally! i tend to watch movies at a later time. so not updated and on the deck. so, yes. it was awesome. kate hudson did her greatest there. she was hilarious and wow coming from anne hathaway. both beautiful and much respectful actresses. no regrets on watching it. LOL. did you know about KKHS sport's day? it was,
well, very hard for me to say. but it was a drag. awful. i still wonder till now what made it so. so. what's the word eh. was it because of those heavy rains? hahaha. but all in all. it was okay, i love my school. oops. shit. too much information. gtg do chemistry now.
much loooooooovvvvvvvvvve .
8:09 PM

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

AIDIL MELARI TUT KIM.
WAKAKAKAKAKAAKAKAKA! DUDE, thanks for making me laugh like crazy today. and tell your sister look-alike, i said, HEY. =D
8:31 PM

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

8:06 PM













yup, that's me the KKHS spirit. wait,
nooooooooooooooo wwwwaaaaaaaaaaaayy! hahahahaha. yeah, laugh all you want. and yes, that IS me. oh well, how can a short arse like me fit into that looonnnggg pair of tracksuit. i don't think taylor swift would've made it hanging too. it was way too long. hahaha, that's why i had to pull it all the way up there. so yeah, too lazy to blog. i hope the pictures would be enough to satisfy you from this blog of mine. oh, tomorrow is our school annual's sport's day. weeehheeeeeee. no study! more fun! wahaahaha. oh and did you know next monday is a holiday? yeah, it is. Thank God. by the way, is there by any chance any of you out there would be willing to buy me katy perry's new album? =D
till then,
mannequin.
4:04 PM

Sunday, February 1, 2009


can anyone tell me who this is?
5:35 PM


3:59 PM





Tell me what you thought about when you were gone
and so alone
The worst is over
You can have the best of me
We got older, but we're still young
We never grew out of this feeling that we won't give up

Here we lay again
On two separate beds, riding phone lines
To meet a familiar voice and pictures drawn from memory
We reflect on miscommunications and misunderstandings
And missing each other too,
much too attached to let go.
Turn our music down and we whisper,
"Say what you're thinking right now."

Jumping to conclusions
Made me fall away from you.
I'm so glad that the truth,
has brought back together me and you
We're sitting on the ground (sitting on the ground)
And we whisper, (and we whisper)
"Say what you're thinking out loud."

Turn our music down and we whisper,
We're sitting on the ground and we whisper,
We turn our music down,
we're sitting on the ground
The next time I'm in town,
we will kiss, girl....
We will kiss, girl!
2:07 PM
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