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Monday, August 17, 2009
A weight is lifted. After reading your blog, i must admit that i was sad. It has been weeks, probably months since i've i last checked your blog and i must say that i was a little bit hurt when i finally had the chance to read your latest posts. I should probably be studying now but i just wanted to get this off my chest. You said move on. Surprisingly, i am moving on. I didn't think i could pull it off with all the dramas and complications. But, i did. It was really hard not having you to talk to or hug or laugh with anymore but like you said, that was the past and we couldn't change anything about it right? And you asked me to search for those "true friends" out there that i might one day will have the opportunity to be friends with. You know, i look up to you. So strong and beautiful, i will try my best to be one. I must thank you though. =) You gave me the friendship that i never had. you were like the best friend next door. haha. Always there. Always helping. I took you for granted. How stupid can i be? And for that, i am sorry, from the bottom of my heart. I think you're right about us not fated to be friends. I think this "thing" that happened to us, opened up my heart and my mind. You knew the real me. and you never really cared. But now, i know what i am and for all the evil things that i've done or said, i would like to change all that. What i'm trying to say is, You made me want to change. To be a better person. WE may not be friends anymore, but i hope that you know this. You helped me in so many stages of my life. And i am truly grateful. Like i said, there were no regrets. It was truly a blessing to get to know you and had the opportunity to be your once, best friend. Rumors, stories, latest gossips, teasing. I hope that's behind us. and maybe, just MAYBE, someday, we could start over again. So thank you very much for all the memories. It IS time to move on. p.s. Just so you know, i don't mind you being with him. Past is past. Besides, what rights do i have to have a say in this? I'll always support you. May you have a happy life. And one last thing, just follow your heart. 8:33 PM
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