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If life was a battlefield, I'd be the one living.
Ash. 19. I prefer simplicity.
"Life has always been a huge roller coaster ride for me and now I'm really getting tired of it. I just wanna put everything down and let go."
Music is basically the food to my soul. Literally.

Please stay, I don't bite.
Saturday, August 1, 2009


Hey there bloggers.
Ughhh, what a boring Saturday. I envy those who are having a blast and laughing their asses off like there's tomorrow. Anyways, i woke up reallllyy late today. It was annoying to wake up that late when i planned the night before that i wanted to wake up early. Whatever, the past is past. I just wish i could go out. As you all know, today is Friendship day. so, to all my peers, haha, happy friendship day. hope i was a friend to hold on to. Thanks to those who have always been there for me.
you know who you are. <3
So, there's this girl, young, lively, brave, confident, beautiful and intelligent.
Even though pigs said bad things about her and backstabbed her, she was still in her own world. Nothing could bring her down. But, she didn;t know what was bothering her, does the whole school knows her because of her looks? her class? her personality? her goodness? Or the awful rumors that were spreading like illness because of all the guys that used to chase after her were holding grudges on her for rejecting their "love" towards her or those bitches who bitched about her and made up those slutty stories about her and telling everyone that she was not worth the wait or worth the friendship or those juniors wanting to be the queen of the world and wanting to kick her out just because she was more popular than them. She was everything every girl and boy would desire. She was talented, smart, athletic, kind and friendly.
Everybody wants to be in her shoes and wanting to feel that sparkle.
but how could God be unfair to her?
He took all the good things away from her and left her stranded with only few friends and no one to be called a true friend. Everything was out of placed and she knew that she had lost the battle, she couldn't fight all the pain that was pulling her down, she was lost and confused. She thought she was the girl next door whom everyone wanted to know and that beautiful flower which will never wilt and the genius that one's knowledge will never fade.
Of course, she was wrong, now she's nothing but an ordinary person that nobody knows or care about. She's feeling cold and lonely all the time.
All the time.. hurt.
But she knows that, this is only the beginning, she still has a long journey to go through in life. So what if she was not known? not as beautiful as before? or as intelligent and confident as before? She's still living ain't she?
All i can say is, Forget about the sunshine when it's gone.
6:16 PM
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