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If life was a battlefield, I'd be the one living.
Ash. 19. I prefer simplicity.
"Life has always been a huge roller coaster ride for me and now I'm really getting tired of it. I just wanna put everything down and let go."
Music is basically the food to my soul. Literally.

Please stay, I don't bite.
Thursday, July 30, 2009



here i am, taking a break from doing biology. a bit more to go, maybe the rest i'll do it in class tomorrow. haha, getting late bah. Pemalas kan. Anyways, today was.. a lot of things. I laughed a lot today, and yet i still felt hurt. The pain has not been healed yet i guess. Oh and today was filled with surprises. I don't know if they are called "amazingly good news" surprise but i'll definitely take it as a unexpectable never before thought of surprise. I guess that's.. good right? so yeah, it seems that there's a good friend of mine still likes her ex but is afraid to admit but which she knows seems very obvious to the world, haha. don't worry, your secret is safe with me. *wink*. Hopefully, just hoping, no big deal. hehe. That someday you guys will be back together and have this beautiful ever after. Oh, And there's this other friend of mine, wow, before i say anything further i would just wanna say that i am in utter shock, even right now. It's that big of a surprise news. It's totally hectic but then wow, i am totally in bliss. I don't know why, i am just so vulnerable in these type of situations. Anyways, she told me that she has this big "love" thing going on with a guy, a friend of mine too, how ironic, umm, for nearly a year now and he doesn't even know. hmm, how often these types of scenes appear in movies and how awkward it is happening in real life and experiencing it. She said it was love at first sight, personally, i don't really believe in those things. Maybe cause it never happened to me, but with what i have now, is perfectly fine. So yeah, she told me that she loved him since ages ago and he doesn't know and he used to date my other friend which makes it even more crazzzzyyyy. Gosh, how complicated can life be? babe, don't be hurt, pain will only last for a while and you will get your worth the wait sunshine anytime soon. I at least assure you that. Besides, you only live once, so cheer up. Love will knock on your door once again. Wait for it, open it with open arms. You are by the way, beautiful inside and out. =) Don't give up and just let it catch you.
Did i say i hate school? i think i did.
i hate school. bummmmeeeerrrr.
Yet, i can't stop being that girl next door.
Oh, did i mention before? i don't really need you anymore, i thought i did, i thought you were trustworthy. So, i guess i was wrong about everything. But hey, that was what you thought of me too. Now, we're even right? No debts to pay, no regrets to feel bad about. Unless you..
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