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If life was a battlefield, I'd be the one living.
Ash. 19. I prefer simplicity.
"Life has always been a huge roller coaster ride for me and now I'm really getting tired of it. I just wanna put everything down and let go."
Music is basically the food to my soul. Literally.

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Wednesday, June 10, 2009


school is around the corner and my god, i can't believe it's coming. this has been the most weird, ugly, fun, stupid, happy, sad and chaotic holidays i've ever been through. is it the hormones? naah, i guess it's just me. i have been very lazy these past few days, i think it's because i have school occupying the space in my brain. It's a nightmare. i wish i didn't have to go through all that crap and just let the sandman freeze time. I wish the time to let my puppies go (yes, again) will never come. It seems they are the only living creatures who show me pure love and joy. Corny? yeah, i thought so. Anyways, i learned the hoedown throwdown from the new miley cyrus movie, The Hannah Montana movie, and surprisingly it was fun and very satisfying once i got to perfect it. =) the movie ain't so bad either. I am NOT a hannah montana nor a big Miley Cyrus fan but i gotta admit that this movie is cool, looking forward to watching it. there's that hottie Lucas Till in there too =)) oh and tyra banks. haha. What were my new year resolutions?
a few of my friends have asked me that Question. I gotta say that i was in total blurrness when being asked that question. I started to think, what was my freaking resolutions? i didn't know.
till now.
1. Closer to God
2. learn to be independent
3. get far more better grades.
4. get taller.
5. guitar goddess.
6. less problems and more laughing without thinking of the consequences i have to face in the future.
7. be nice and play fair.
8. try to forgive and forget(it's hard for me, may i just choose to forgive and don't forget?)
9. get the new Nokia 5730
10. less pimples to deal with.
yeah, for now, that'll be my resolutions for the half-year of 2009. i hope i could do it even though i think it's crap. all the way except for number 1. =)
so yeah, school sucks, i hate you but can't stop talking about you, i want it to go away but it's hard and lastly, i believe in this situation, it's possible to hate and love at the same time. But of course, i love you all the way with hating you in between crimes. Besides, we are partners in crime. may we be for life.
p.s. I think i'll be checking out faeries and goblins and trolls and elves and sprites and merefolks and all the other fantastical creatures around me since Arthur Spiderwick helped me a lot. Thanks.
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